Janelley's World.

2008-03-24T01:47:00.001-07:00

moved.
but i'm not linking it.
go find it yourself.
bye.

2008-01-30T10:00:00.000-08:00

THOSAI DAY! HAHAHAHAHAHA.

2008-01-24T07:28:00.000-08:00

i submitted my JAE form already.

i know, fast right?

but nevermind la heck.

1. applied drama and psychology - sp [ar-bu-DUH.]

2. human resource management and psychology - sp [my mummy told me hr a lot of money.]

3. tourism and resort management - np

4. tourism and resort management - sp

5. film sound and video - np

6. early childhood - np

7. business and social enterprise - np [SO I CAN SEE WEERS AND JANEY SEKARLY ALL SAME COURSE HAHAHA.]

from then onwards, its pure bullshizzle.

8. TPJC arts.

9. SAJC arts.

10. SRJC arts.

11. CJC arts.

12. MJC arts.

wont it be so exciting if i get accepted into the jcs, only to be rejected by me saying, "nope! NO THANK YOU."

wah wah wah. they NEED me :D

2008-01-24T02:56:00.000-08:00

HOKAY. i'm fine.
15 points for my jc route. that's.. average.
i'm still going poly though. 12. i might get into tourism HAHAHA.
but one thing i'm definitely not going to go into TP, NYP and RP. Nope.
i'm putting 4 choices in my 12 choices thing, and nothing else.
i cant choose anything i like at all!

2008-01-22T20:22:00.000-08:00

are all guys working in NUM gay?
cannot be right?
should be only around 50% of them.

2008-01-06T01:20:00.000-08:00

I JUST RECEIVED THE NEWPAPER WITH THE SP ISSUE!
YAY.
but then hor. i was reading the whole thing.
the intake for applied drama and psychology is 40 a year!
40!
FORTY.
and hr is 60 ONLY.
WHAT THE HECK.
and the only reason [yes, the ONLY] i want to go to SP is for those 2 courses.
AND if i cannot make it into either [choy.], then i have no idea where i can go already.
BECAUSE.
i hate tp.
i hate rp.
i hate nyp.
everyone from my school is planning to go to np so now i hate np.
and i have very few choices on what course i want to take in poly.
SO.
when i have to put down my 12 choices, i'll only put down max. 15.
rah kill me.
WHAT. DO. YOU. WANT. TO. DO. WITH. YOUR. LIFE. JANEL.

2008-01-06T00:46:00.000-08:00

I THINK NICK SHEN IS DAMN HOT LA.

2008-01-04T07:54:00.000-08:00

my brother has reached the 100th level of gay-dom.
1. he tried to model with me for the shop. [gay.]
2. he w[h]ore my diet pepsi vintage tee. [super gay.]

then he did something even i got shocked at.
3. he downloaded the song bu de bu ai and sang loudly and happily along to it.

that's already damn gay.
but the gayest part was when he sang, wait, attempted singing the lady's part.

if this is gay pride, then i dont know where in the world to run to already.

2008-01-03T09:01:00.000-08:00

KOPED from nikki's lj!
SO so true.

10 signs you love someone haha.
TEN:You feel shy whenever they're around.

NINE:You smile when you hear their voice.

EIGHT:When you look at them, you can't seethe other people around you, you justsee him/her.

SIX:They're all you think about.

FIVE:You realize you're always smiling whenyou're looking at them.

FOUR:You would do anything for them, justto see them.

THREE:While reading this, there was oneperson on your mind this whole time.

TWO:You were so busy thinking about thatperson, you didnt notice number seven
was missing

ONE:You just scrolled up to check & arenow silently laughing at yourself.

okay. what the heck.

2008-01-03T08:22:00.000-08:00

my new year resolutions.

1. SAVE MONEY. i'm already working and ISTILLCANTSAVEMONEYYARRRR.
2. be more giving in my friendships.
3. keep writing in the notebook that i was given during my birthday.
4. be more dedicated in my future school [SPSPSPSPSPSP!]
5. be nicer to my family.
6. stop having moodswings before my period.
7. laugh more.
8. continue aspiring to be an air stewardess without having to wear a corset, instead of serving them whoppers.

the last one is SO TRUE LA.
i'm working at terminal 2 burger king every monday to thursday, and when i do cashiering, i keep seeing pretty SIA stewardess.
they're the best in the world and i cant see why.
BUT, i heard that these stewardesses [some] wear corsets that's why they have their figure.
and i'l be one soon!
not tiger airways, but SIA!
who wouldnt want to get paid to travel?
ANDDD, i talked to this leading air stewardess while serving her chicken tenders, and you have to be a minimum of 158! not 165cm!
YAY.
but apparently, i'm too ugly. even i know myself.
omg.
just look at me.
i wear specs.
i have elephant thighs.
i talk like a hokkien ah beng, not english teacher.
my pimples outnumber the hairs on my head.
okay. that was a joke.
SO.

9. LOSE WEIGHT. be a nice 47kg AGAIN.

i'm gaining weight! like tons.
yuck.
due to all the free lunches/dinners in bk, i'm getting fatter.
[i love the tendergrill omg.]
if i hit 50, i'm going to go to the gym.
and i hate the gym.
because you have to exercise there.
and i hate exercising, especially on smelly machines.

10. keep growing in the Lord.
END.

2008-01-03T07:59:00.000-08:00

i just talked to char about this whole church issue.
and i cried while talking to her.
i mean. thinking about everything again.
my possible decision to change church. my hesitation because i just cant let go of lync, no matter how much i want to.
the guilt of running away without telling anyone the reason.
except char.

i cried about the kylie-got-kicked-in-her-back accident.
i cried about tess. i dont know what she replied. i dont know.
i cried about my jealousy against her. why cant i ever be funny/kind/smart/clever/fun/loving/caring as her
i cried about not fitting into this whole thing.
i cried that i could tell someone about it. my cell leader.
char, i love you so much. thank you so much for the talk.

i'm at this point now on the road. the y-section.
one says st andrews.
one says join weers and limei at city harvest.
and i reached this place and i dont know what to choose.

city harvest is so good. i went to weers's cell that time.
the whole group was so friendly.
and i keep hearing weers tell me so much about it. all the things in there.
a total opposite of st andrews.

and there's st andrews.
i grew up there.
i knew God there.
i have lync. i used to love it so much i gave my all to the cell, to the group.
but then this happened.

where? where God? where do i go now?
where can i grow? where can i be a good christian?
you put me in st andrews.
but i'm like david from the christmas play.
i'm running away, from lync, because i cant see myself being part of lync anymore.
i used to go out with tess for lunch last time, because i feel so extra if i just went by myself.
and we would always stay together. close friends.
but now we're drifting.
and minghui. i feel like i'm drifting away from her too.
i know her so much, i love her so much, but my jealousy just puts me away.

i'm just crying now as i write this.
i hate myself for being so jealous. for not being a good friend. for moodswinging whenever i hear cutting remarks that i dont belong.
it justs further cuts the point that i'm not part of lync.

i keep praying. i keep praying that everything will just fall into place.
and i'll be waiting for your answer, God.
this entry is for you.
just help me Lord.

2007-12-29T20:49:00.000-08:00

i'm starting to miss school JUST A WEE BIT.
i cant wait till results day so i can see my results, and friends.
MS PILO WILL BE THE FIRST TO KNOW MY RESULTS.

2007-12-25T18:43:00.000-08:00

yesterday was the start of christmas.

merry christmas :D

i spent the day at home, living it up, soaking the warm, glowing atmosphere [not]

"JANEL! WASH THE BALCONY OR THE DOG'S GOING TO SPCA!"

"JANEL! MAKE ME ONE CUP OF THOSE INSTANT KOPI. I'M BUSY WATCHING KOREAN MOVIE!"

"JANEL! MAKE SURE YOU CLEAR ALL THE SHIT IN THE DRAINAGE! AFTER CLOG UP HOW!"

and THEN, we went for christmas dinner.

sadly to say, my dad didn;t go because HE HAD WORK.

who works on christmas!

so apparently the ice skating rink is still opened on christmas and the manager HAS to be there.

my two brothers, my older brother's girlfriend, me, and my mum went to billy bombers for dinner.

YUM.

super la.

my brother had the all star burger and a strawberry milkshake. my older brother shared a meal with his girlfriend. my mum koped from everyone. i order a B-52, cheese fries, and a banana milkshake.

and the milkshake was super good. it had the oomph factor for that 2 minutes before the drink became warm.

the cheese fries was the best.
as in, THE BEST.

they were SUPER generous in the amount of cheese given, and we finished that even before our main course came.
then my B-52. their secret chef's sauce is just barbeque sauce.

and i ate half, and gave the monster mouth in front of me the other half.

and he gave me half a corn from his meal, what the heck.

and his girlfriend was like, "she dares to eat it?"

ya duh. its corn.

who wastes corn?

THEN. dessert.

as the manager told us, STOREberry cheesecake.

which was DAMN gross la. so my mum asked for a chocolate icecream.

i have no idea whether its ben&jerrys, but dont eat their storeberry cheesecake! please.

oh ya. pronounce lingerie.
as my extremelygoodatenglishbrotherwhokeepsremindingmeabouthowiretained, its leen-ger-ree.

oh shut up ass.

AND.

I'M GOING TO SAVE UP TO BUY A DICKIES!

not a dick, DICKIES.

its this brand, and we were at miz29, my brother bought a black original dickies bag.

i'm so saving up for this super hot pink polka-dotted dickies bag la.

its like, shocking pink.

far east is selling like 100+, penin selling at 50 60+.

i'm getting mine for 49 only.

THE MOMENT I GET MY PAY.

i'm buying it.

i already plan to buy SUPER LOT OF THINGS.

1. pinafore.

2. printed tunics/babydoll shirts.

3. shop on delias.

4. shop on wetseal.

5. shop on gojane.

and i mean shop on as in on the website.

6. FAR EAST PLAZA SHOPPING WITH ROSY AND MICHELLE.

7. paragon shopping with weers. [but i'm so not buying anything.]

8. SLEEPOVER ON NEW YEAR'S EVE WITH MANDY/MICHELLE/NIKKI/ROSY/ETC.

9. SLEEPOVER WITH JANEY/WEERS/MUTTU.

10. dinner with janey/weers/muttu.

i've turned my shopping list into a to-do list.

aack.

oh by the way. i dont think i'm going back to church.

right now i just dont have that wanting to go to church feeling like i always felt last time.

i dont think i feel like i fit in there anymore.

not that i ever felt like that.

i'll prolly change church. or not go to church but [of course] keep doing my bs.

which i'm always doing.

[i'm already at psalms! YAY.]

my house of God shall be at my house.

i might go back to SAC one day. but not now.

bye cell, bye lync, bye.

SO. my work and holiday plans.

CANT WAIT CANT WAIT CANT WAIT.
planned so much already with them.

and JANEY, WEERS, MUTTU, i got your presents already!

it so wasn't cheap hor. i spent super a lot just to buy you 3 presents.

and i haven't even gotten my pay yet so BE, be EXTREMELY grateful.

and dont buy me body shop smellies which i know you 3 are sharing for me.
):

long entry. TAAAAAAAAA.

OH OH.

i came across 2 photos that look so weird, which i took when i was younger.

HAHAHAHA.

one looks retarded, one looks .. fresh.

the retarded one!

i freaking hell look like that aunty from zhen qing la. that old [should be extremely old] hongkong actress idontknowwhat'shername.

the fresh one!

no pimples!

i think both when i was like sec 1 or primary 3. HAHAHAHAHAHA.

and amazingly, MY PIMPLES CLEARED ALREADY!

its always like this, my pimples always clear during the hols.

but now, its SO much better because when i blot my face, I ONLY USE HALF A BLOTTER.

not one or two!

OH YAY.

my face is almost pimple free. my hair grown. my complexion is improving. my stomach grew muscles from all the dance practices.

my thighs' still fat. arms still fat.

AND I'M PLANNING TO DYE MY HAIR!

maybe highlight light brown.

or maybe dye dark brown.

as in dark dark brown.

not those ahbengahlian type of brown.

not bronze like those aunties.

dark DARK brown.

OH. BHG'S OPENED IN CENTURY SQUARE!

[pui.]

when we went there yesterday, isetan was SO so much crowded than BHG la.

i was sifting through the clothing and it sucked la.

it should be like Be Here for Bad things.

BHB. HAHAHAHAHA.

stupid joke.

i mean, their previous name Seiyu was SO much nicer.

why change!

itchy hands, itchy buttocks, only need to think up of weird [SUPERUNATTRACTIVE] names.

i think Juicy Couture should open a flagship store here.

really.

if Banana Republic [LOVE. but still no money to even buy a BASIC] can open theirs in Paragon, why cant Juicy Couture open one also!

and save all the twit people who parade their fake JC bags around Singapore [unless they order online.] so shamelessly.

I WANT JC TO COME TO SINGAPOOOOR.

OKAY. i'm off. this is a long extremely weird and random entry.

2007-12-23T08:12:00.000-08:00

facebook.
i know its no longer a trend or whatever.
but something really disturbs me.

what is with people giving themselves extremely western surnames?
i know some are catholic, and they want to show off their extremely england-piang background, but i know MANY who are not catholic/are chinese and do not have angmoh surnames in real life.

maybe i should name myself Janel Anne.
not Janel Wong.
noo. i want to england-piang my whole outlook and character.
call me Janel Anne Wong from now on.
or just Janel Anne.

i'm Asian, Singaporean, Chinese, and i love my heritage.
[just dont ask me to speak the language. i tried.]
and with so many of my friends migrating overseas [or they proclaim they are], i dont want to even if i had the chance.
i dont want to come back with an accent.
i want to keep my singaporean accent because i'm extremely proud of it.

not that surnames are mixed with heritage or what luh. its just that i suddenly thought of it.
cause i haven;t been blogging, and i keep experiencing events that i want to blog about but i keep forgetting.
but oh well.

nowadays, i'm busy blogshopping on sgflea and selling my wares on my lj.
made some moolah so far [and spent more buying.], so that's not so bad.
my whole wardrobe's revamped.
i stopped wearing big shirts that are turning yellow.
i stopped wearing the same denim minis.
i'm finally matching all my outfits.

oh my love.

okay, tata.
love, janel ANNE wong.

2007-12-20T21:01:00.000-08:00

this is hilarious.

2007-12-11T08:01:00.000-08:00

oh my tian.
and to think i'm earning money.
my birthday was GREAT.
THANKS YOU GUYS, so MUCH.
esp. weers, janey, muttu.
surprising me in the morning at 10am when i'm still asleep, by sneaking into my house with presents galore.
I LOVE YOUUU.
i'll put on the peekchures when i have time.
one LARGE board with all the super unglam photos of me and big texts and notes from you guys, 3 different country erasers [ha. ha. i have my own erasers since the beginning of os okay.], and BALLET SHOES!
I LUBB THE BALLET SHOES.
SUPER A LOT.
thanks michelle for waiting till 12am to msn me right on the dot even though you're chockfull of projects and you ought to be sleeping.
thanks JL daddy for finding me at lan peninsula and getting me that soft toy.
thanks my cell for getting me a calendar notebook [goodness knows how much i need it.] and a UBERDORABLE purse.
thanks janey and weers again for making me come for makan on the 9th for steamboat [although it was more of oilboat but whatever.]
thanks lync for your wonderful party.
thanks ben for your chalet. it was a blast cheating at heart attack in the middle of the night with the rest. [8th decembers yozxzx :D]
thanks everyone for your smses, messages, msns, and everything.
LUBBS.
my sweet seventeen was WONDERFUL.

2007-12-03T21:39:00.000-08:00

i'm back from thailand!
i've written all my thoughts down at night during the trip, after i did my bible study.
the whole trip was one bout of laughter siaaaaal.
my mum and my brother are full of shit, that's all.
and during the whole 4 days, all we went to was the night market along our hotel The Manhattan, which we stayed for one night, and a lot of pickpockets around, Chatuchak [we went there for 2 days in fact], MBK [near our hotel Asia Hotel which we stayed for 2 nights], Siam Square, Centre and Discovery, Platinum Fashion Mall, Chinatown and Khao San.
that's it.
we never visited any museums or temples [thank God], the whole trip was focused on shopping.
and i bought so much shit, 40+ in all, with just 200 bucks SING.
SUPER lot of tops, 3 bottoms, 3 dresses, plus all the presents i got for friends.
i only got for char, tess, minghui, val, elena, rosy, michelle, mao, janey, if i'm not wrong.
because on the 2nd day, my mum realized i've been buying a lot of things, and i wasn't planning to use them.
dang.
but oh well, the rest, i'll get from singapore for your christmases. :D

shitload of photos coming up, with excerpts from my diaaary.

30th November.
1st day in Thailand!
walao, i hate Tiger Airways luh. Firstly, the seats are hard and you cannot lean back to sleep. Then you have to buy the food, which sucks as well.
i had a chicken and potato sandwich at $5. what the heck right. THEN the flight took AGES. i know its only 2 hours, but hello ah. it felt like 10. HAHAHA.
then i was so sleepy due to the lack of sleep, and the taxi ride to the hotel was so dreary. but then hor, the hotel was nice eh. it looked like a 4-star hotel from the outside. The Manhattan Bangkok. but inside, they upgraded our hotel room to a penthouse suite due to the lack of rooms, and the penthouse was more of a guestroom.

at the hotel lobby. special price if you can make a guess.

but, it was okay. there were a lot of 'pasar malams' downstairs and i bought an 'adidas' shorts for less than $4. i'll wear them under my skirts to hide my underwear then.
There were a lot of old expats la, and there were like two thai girls each wearing extremely revealing clothing, hanging off each arm of all of them what the heck. i hate those expats for looking for sex when they probably have wives and children waiting for them back home thinking their bastard husband is on a business trip or what, and those girls for being so weak into earning their keep this way.
other than that, it was fine. we ate dinner at this highend restaurant Pasta & Noodles, where the we learnt how to pronounce Tom Yum Goong [the goong has a higher pitch. tom yum GOONG!] where the super nice waitress thought we were korean.
[my mum thought it would be EXTREMELY hilarious if she used those words she learnt from watching a lot of korean dramas on mysoju.com. somehow she pronounced 'thank you' as kumSIAH hamida [its kamsah hamida]. and kumSIAH is hokkien for thank you.
and the waitress thought we were korean! do we even LOOK like koreans to you? apparently yes to the waitress.]
anyway, i'm sleepy now, goodnight! LOVE JANEL.

1st December.
wah wah wah. today was great sia. i bought 19 things just today and yesterday.
total spent: 2663baht.
chatuchak was so fun sia. i will always remember it. HAHA. after that we went to our new hotel, Hotel Asia.

mum.

blandon.

ME! we were all in the taxi on our way to the new hotel.

the BTS [like a skytrain] we took it a lot of times during our trip.

the new hotel room at Hotel Asia with my brother jumping in.

him and his stupid new sunnies from chatuchak. he thought he looked damn cool sia. he looked more like a mosquito with his all-black outfit.

then after that we went MBK.

the restaurant Coca at siam centre, where we went to eat today. its a steamboat type, and the tom yum GOONG rocked la.

dont you wish this was in singapore?

my horde from just the 2nd day.

the super pretty top/skirt/dress i got from chatuchak for only 200 baht [8 bucks]

thank you Father for a safe day, amen.
p.s: i saw se7en on TV at siam centre with his video Please Come Back [Part II]. OMG HE IS HOT.
then i saw DBSK on TV at MBK with their new video. OMG XIAH IS HOTNESS.
i was clutching my heart [literally] with an open mouth and mum thought i was nuts. i wasn't.

2nd December.
we're going home soon!
usually when we go for a holiday, i never want to go back home because the current place is so fun.
but now i'm older, and i know that singapore is the best place on earth. [south korea is a close second.]
platinum fashion mall was great sia. 1300+ shops chockful of clothing. and i bought so much stuff that i bargained down from the retail prices to the cheaper wholesale prices. i love bargaining yoxzxzxzxz.

platinum fashion mall. quite crowded, but DAMN fun.

the bts train.

CHATUCHAK. it was SO CROWDED.

inside chatuchak.

a super young girl playing the instrument for money.

then there was this super pro uncle. wah.

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then we went back to MBK, again.

DAIRY QUEEN! the oreo rocked la.

it flies.

yeah, i cant wait to go back. i was sick, a flu, i had stomachaches from the food, and i had to be careful of what i ate. and thais, now i know why the majority are so thin and have great legs.
they walk everywhere. just to the take the bts, the sky train, you have to climb one level from the ground to get tickets, and another level to the platform. no escalators. and the stairs are STEEP.
i think i lost some weight from all the walking around in Chatuchak, MBK, siam square and platinum fashion mall. we walked at least a km to get to everywhere, from the hotel, because my mum thinks doesn't mean we lived in a hotel means we are royals.
speaking of royals, i saw the king of thailand's picture everywhere. every building. and they are yellow shirts sold everywhere, probably to represent royalty. they are so loyal to the king luh. if singapore had a king, i wonder how loyal the singaporeans will be to our king.
i bought a lot of things today, including presents for friends. total, i think i bought 30+ stuff.
yeaaah, i cant wait to go home.

3rd December.
we went chinatown in the morning, after we checked out of Asia Hotel. it was so so so gross la.
the amount of carbon monoxide i inhaled could have killed me.

the haze.

then we went to khao san.

eating from a roadside stall.

mum ate by the roadside, we ate at the macs at khao san.
they had cheese fries, what the heck.

and home we went.

after we checked in, we were all walking around the branded duty free shops.
and then i spotted a Hermes.
i thought it was pronounced as ERM, you see. and mum thought it was HerMIES.
and we betted 1 baht.
who won? no one.
it was erm-MES.
so whatever la.

then my brother told my mum to pronounce the cafe's name Cafe De Suvarnabhumi.
which my mum didn't know.
so we asked the lady at the cafe.

lady: Cafe De Suvanapoom.
blandon: Suvanaboom?
lady: no boom! poom!
blandon: boom!
lady: no boom! suvanaPOOM!
mum: -laughing away

and there was this huge sale at united colors of benetton, and my mum wanted to buy a bag [$40 only la!], and my brother did not want to waste anymore time because he wanted to move on already.
so we could have bought a UCB bag for only 40 sing because it was 50% off, but nooo.
he has to spoil it.

I MISS YOU SINGAPORE.

2007-11-29T19:48:00.000-08:00

i'll be in thailand until next monday, shopping my weekend away.
I ALREADY GOT YOUR CHRISTMAS WISHLISTS, so i'll be getting them in thailand.
DONT MISS ME TOO MUCH :D
hahaha.

2007-11-23T00:24:00.000-08:00

i noticed while my brother was playing his gay songs, that rihanna sings umbrella as:

under my yum=brr-rella, ella, ella, eh, eh, eh, under my yum-brr-ella, ella, ella, eh, eh, eh..

and:

you can run into my yarms, its okay dont be alarmed..

just a thought.

2007-11-22T02:57:00.000-08:00

so, i went to work today at the student care opposite my school.
supposedly volunteering to get used to the experience la huh.
i know some of the kids are terror, but i didn't know all are.
what the heck.

it was during lunch time, and i was convincing the kids to eat finish their spaghetti.
and while i was persuading this primary 2 girl to eat, she and her friend suddenly confronted me.

"jie jie, do you have nipples?"

"uh. ya. every girl has them."

"then do you have breasts?"

"yaaa, every girl has them too."

"then how come i dont have?"

"you'll grow them someday."

"jie jie."

"ya?"

"you have pi sai up your nose."

............................................

then at the PE room in the primary school, while they were waiting for the door to be opened, they were asking me whether i had a boyfriend.
i said no.
then they asked why i had a red spot on the side of my neck, is it a lovebite?

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

2007-11-18T22:12:00.000-08:00

so.
the story started with yesterday, when me and my mum were on our way back from the expo foodfair and the viewing of the terminal 3 of the airport by mrt.
then the announcement in malay comes out, where they pronounced 999 as sembilansembilansembilan or similan[jiao]similan[jiao]similan[jiao] i forgot which.
then the two of us were wondering what 999 was in indian.
it was at the TIP of my tongue, and i was ABOUT to remember it.
"ask the man in front of you la," my mum whispered to me. [we were standing up]
he was an indian man.
anyway, the story stops there, when we went tm to shop for awhile.
then JUST NOW, like 2 minutes ago, my mum called me.

"its called WOMB-BURR-DEWOMB-BURR-DEwoooomb-burrrr-de, okay bye."
CLICK.

.....

2007-11-16T09:25:00.000-08:00

PHOTOS FROM TODAY'S GRAD NIGHT.

i caught them first!
sophia, eileen and me :D

then found the gang.
i a BIT sweaty la hor.

saks, muts, me, janey.

then amanda khoo a bit extra to come in.

me, nic ong, saks.

pretty la.

clar and me :D

me and amanda khoo.
gleefully smiling as ever.

jingyin, janey, me.

nic and me :D

2nd shot. "eh how come only our heads!"

saks, janey, flora, me, muts.

aminah and me :D

saks :D

lan, janey, me.

SEEMUN AND ME :D

MR QUEK AND ME.

on his baby's one month old day, he's here. what the heck.

JOLENA and me :D

bob and me.
love this shot.

the hall in all its glamour [not].

lis and me :D

LAOSHI and me :D
she never taught me in my whole 5 years here, but she knows my name.

HAHA.

i've been complaining to her in chinese [broken] about how i hate chinese.

me and BEV. :D

mel and me :D

janey, melj and me.

ashley :D

hey muttons [i mean ms martens]

she was yelling over the hall, "2 dollars for a shot with me, 1.50 with mrs joseph, 1 dollar for the teachers!"

what the heck :D

i'm saving this forever.

JOSEPH AND ME :DDD

flora :D

auds :D

me, cass, melheng :D
i'll miss bussing with you cass! and i still havent thrown you out of the window.

deen :D

tsang :D

emo, after she cried [again].

2007-11-10T09:28:00.000-08:00

i won one game out of the whole 2 hours that my mummy and two brothers were playing.
they called me to play, knowing i'm not going to win with my experience because they needed a fourth corner.
and guess what? i was the East.
i feel like jingmei woo.
so anyway, i dont have any jewish friends, nor was my mum dead from brain aneursm, whatever the heck you spell it, but i still feel dopey.
like snow white.
ah shut up.
its 1.30am and i'm tired, night.

2007-11-10T06:08:00.000-08:00

my personality test! HAHA.

Temperament : Flexible

Nothing seems to bother you - you sail through life crisis free. It's not that your life doesn't have its ups and downs, it's just that you handle everything without unnecessary drama and antics. You approach each day fresh, not worrying about yesterday or tomorrow. You are confident that you can handle anything that comes your way and experience has shown that you are absolutely right about this.

Interests : Simple

You are continually pursuing a simpler and less complicated life - you don't allow yourself to fall victim to all of the "should do's" that society continually bombards you with. You are thoughtful about your life choices and think in terms of yourself, others and the world in which we live. You have a great sense that we are part of something much bigger and we must be good to others, if we want others and the world to be good to us.

Amusement : Adventurous

It's a good thing that you are filled with energy and ambitions (that others sometimes find exhausting) because you're continually looking for a new adventure and exciting experience. You struggle with a continual feeling of restlessness which constantly pushes you to the next level of excitement. Once you have accomplished one thing, you are eager to accomplish something more exciting, riskier and distinguishable.

Passion : Emotional

For you passion is less about romance and sex - it's more about friendship and family. Strong emotional bonds and connections are your passion and your pleasure. You always let your loved ones know how much you love, respect and admire them. You do this through kind words, loving actions and simple gestures. You count your blessings each day and express your love openly. You expect the same from others.

2007-11-09T07:46:00.000-08:00

val's birthday today!

we went sakae sushi, after i walked around a whole lot around marina square, looking for my grad night dress.
topshop la, mango la, zara, dorothy perkins, m)phosis, warehouse, even esprit.
dang i couldn't find anything.

firstly, it must be white.
second, must be a dress.
third, must be an offshoulder or toga.

NONE of the shops i went to had these.
only m)phosis.
even then.. okay, it was perfect, but my mum didn't think it was perfect.
it was pretty cheap already what.
URGH.

anyway, photos.

this was the first.
it was so pretty.
super, super pretty.
i could have gotten it, but nooo, mum says it was too ex and dont fit.

then this.
prettier somemore.
the sleeves were those, HUGE bigass sleeves, and if i moved around, i'll look like a pretty fairy (: [i wish.]
both were from m)phosis by the way.

then i met val and we walked around a while more [without finding anything for my grad night], and went to sakae.

photos!

this has to be the most unglam shot ever.
i dont know why EVERYONE smiles in pure glee with their teeth shown.
the whole cell shows their teeth except me!
and i'm the happy one of the cell!
stupid mingy.

mingy, char and tess slugging food.

char, tess and val the birthday girl.
and char was complaining on and off about her spectacles. ["i want to wear my contacts but cannot!"]

val and her birthdaycupcake.
we're not cheapo, just desperate for time.

and her PRESENT.
I WANT A TOPSHOP CARD TOO.
it was so unfair.
so sleek, so pretty, so cute too.

MY BIRTHDAY IS COMING ON 8TH DECEMBER! I WANT PRESENTS! :D

and YES, i already got my dress after i left my mum [i got things done faster that way] at marine square as well, and its prettier than the both on top! (:
now i need to buy my shoes, accessories, hair accessories, and i'm set.
I'M. NOT. WEARING. MAKEUP.
i absolutely refuse.

2007-11-08T21:54:00.000-08:00

I FOUND WHAT I'VE BEEN LOOKING FOR.

but, someone bought it and its already sold out.

DANG.

if anyone has this, call me!

2007-11-08T21:45:00.000-08:00

our last steps of school, because 2008 in school uniform will never feel the same as now.

me.

weers.

and janey.

2007-11-08T05:40:00.000-08:00

the memories of sacss.
credits to: janel'scomputer, michellebheem, rosannelee, janeyteo, michelleweers, janelee.

chuwen, rosy, me, michelle at michelle's confirmation.
2006.

sarah, michelle, me, rosy in the train after a day creating havoc at the airport.
2006.

the 4.5 2006 group on their last day of school.
2006.

the 4 of us at the mrt after the day of kiteflying and steamboat [HAHA]
amanda, michelle, me, rosy.
2006.

on our train ride back from the said kiteflying and steamboat.
me, rosy.
2006.

valentine's day 2007, gu niang war at toys r us.
me, amanda, michelle, chuwen.
2007.

we saw a bird in the bedok library.
me, auds, saks.
march 2006.

they weren't too tall luh huh?
auds, ameera [aminah], saks.
march 2006.

telling the time.
saks, aminah, auds.
march 2006.

either they were trying to eavesdrop through the wall, or they're flying through space.
saks, auds.
march 2006.

my favourite group photo, with all the laughable hairstyles, spectacles, and the memories.
top: saks, auds, aminah, karen. bottom: janey, me.
march 2006.

3.5 2006 class photo.
last day of school. too many to name by the way.
october 2006.

class photo with our 2 friends from camp CORRI (whom someone has a HUGE crush on. (: ) uncle and derek.
flora's funniest hairstyle HAHA.
febuary 2007.

what EVERYBODY does in class.
flora sleeping, aminah doing her twist.
midyear 2007.

and still sleeping.

one everyone should keep in memory.
sheryl, aminah and flora, class nerds.
2007

flora as mdm aznah.
2007.

[HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA]

hiding from the authorities in the bathroom during our *ahem, educational field trip.
weers, karen, muttu, me.
october 2006.

coincidentally, someone found 7 bucks in the fake bathroom exhibit after that.

this is so weird.
our school EDUCATIONAL field trip to the i-forgotten-where for our post-exam activities [how fun.]
me, karen, muttu, weers.
october 2006.

a super unglam photo trying to be kungfu pros at the scene of our field trip.
stop hyperventilating.
muttu, weers, me, aminah, karen, jingyin.
october 2006.

one of the class's attempts of decorating the class.
weers, muttu.
midyear 2007.

one of our 7/11 trips, as usual, like everyday.
me, karen, jane, weers.
midyear 2007.

unglam factor 10.
one of our 7/11 trips.
me, karen.
midyear 2007.

hiding as usual from the camera.
me, karen.
july 2007.

planning for karen's birthday.
janey, me.
midyear 2007.

the usual going-to-tm-eat-at-yoshinoya-then-go-popular-then-yamaha-then-toysrus trip like almost every week.
displaying our love from immaturism after sports day.
aminah, lis, me.
august 2007.

our lunch at jack's place after sports day.
me, lis.
august 2007.

aminah's slogan about her studies.
at popular after sports day.
august 2007.

one of our study groups period, from 8am to 9pm.
jane, mel chan, me, flora.
end-august 2007.

thinking about life after os.
me, muttu, janey, weers.
end-september 2007.

twist.
end-september 2007.

the picture's so blue.
end-september 2007.

following the twits' fame.
end-september 2007.

just a nice normal group shot.
weers, me, muttu, janey.
end-september 2007.

the umbrella trend period.
under my umbrella-ella-ella-eh-eh.
on the way to the airport.
end-september 2007.

weers the selfish.
end-september 2007.

hi (:
on our way to the airport.
end-september 2007.

weers, janey.
end-september 2007.

a mirror shot.
end-september 2007.

a better shot?
end-september 2007.

one of the rare moments a lim is smiling.
teacher's day 2007.
maotsang, karen, melchan, lis, denise, qianru, aminah, flora, a lim.

martens on teacher's day 2007.
I'LL MISS YOU MISS MARTENS.
thanks for brightening the school up with your endless activities this year (:

aznah, little aznah, and aznah-lover at teacher's day.

me and zhouzhen.
october 2007.
i'll miss you, bitch partner.

and lastly.

bye sacss.

2007-11-03T21:37:00.000-07:00

just kill me now.
i'm on the verge of running away from home.

2007-10-29T04:13:00.000-07:00

eh. if only the whole o levels was as easy as e maths sia.
i wouldn't mind re-doing my a maths too.
SO.
a reflection and aim on all the papers i went through so far.

english: A2, i hope.
e maths: A1.
chineseb: merit? HAHA.
science: haven't done yet, but practicals sucked.
geography/ss: i'll be lucky with a B3. geog sucked as well.
literature: haven't done yet.
a maths: B3?

I HOPE OS ARE SMOOTHSAILING DAMMIT.

2007-10-27T06:00:00.000-07:00

Top 10 Korean Guys. [In order! :D]

1. Xiah Junsu from DBSK.
my ultimate favourite! I LOVE HIM.

2. Se7en from the show Prince Hours
he's super adorable okay. he sings [i love his songs], he dances [ditto], and he is so adorable in Prince Hours.

3. Joo Ji Hoon from the show Princess Hours.
PRINCESS HOURS! extremely horrible attitude in the show, but he's so sweet.

4. Ju Jin Mo from the show 200 Pound Beauty.
cute.

5. Kim Dongwan from Shinhwa.
ADORABLE.

6. Micky Yoochun from DBSK.
still prefer Xiah though,

7. Andy Lee from Shinhwa.
funny. :D

8. Cha Tae Hyun from the show My Sassy Girl.
cute in the personality way.

9. Kim Jeong Hoon from Princess Hours.
cute, but i dont get why asian people must change their names to sound english. John Hoon, what the heck? who does he think he is, Zhi Yi Zhang?

10. Ki Bum from i-forgot-what-band-he-is.
hm. cute but forgettable.

i'm turning into a butthead.
i think chinese guys are cute, but they look and act so brash.
korean guys are more refined, from what i see it.
HEEHEE.
i'm such an idiot.
i have virtually no chinese songs in my mp3 at all.
out of the 800 songs in my zen, i have 780 english songs, and 20 korean.
dang.

2007-10-26T07:43:00.000-07:00

i'm sick.
as in, fever, nausea, the works.
i dont know how, why, when, blah, but yeah, i'm sick.
maybe its because i've been moody lately.
thinking too much on what i'm even basing my life over.
and o levels are in my current stand.
and i have 3 papers on monday.
pray for me, thanks.
God help me.

2007-10-25T02:34:00.000-07:00

my hiatuses always last a day dangit.
i cant not blog when i want to not blog.
then when i can blog, i dont blog.
what the heck is wrong with me.
anyway.
so.
my day was horrible.
and added to it, geog o levels aren't extremely great.
i did horribly, i had no time to check, i didn't know so many answers to so many questions, and everyone said it was do-able.
so, in conclusion, i'm screwed! (:

derek gor gor says i just have a high standard of myself.
ah, no way man.
if you see the whole lync and them crying for getting A2's, you wont say i have a high standard.
i totally intend to get a B3 for my geogandss and get on with life.
but noo, i'll be lucky if i can get a c5 now.

and i'm pissed at some people.
what is with talking like that, your to has no o, your the has no e.
suffering from vowel-syndrome?
'm lke s cl yz, 'm nt sng ny vwls t ll.

and its like a language now!
last time was the ilubbeuus language.
now its the vowel-syndrome?
so many people are using it what the heck.

and everything now is the sex.
clubbing is the sex.
fashion is the sex.
shopping is the sex.
cigarettes are the sex.
having sex is the sex.

this whole language thing is just created by one bunch of hookers.

bring out the speakgoodenglish campaign, quick!

2007-10-24T07:56:00.000-07:00

just something for you all while i'm on my hiatus.

perfect for chinese b's like me (:

2007-10-22T08:58:00.000-07:00

i still think Joo Ji Hoon's damn hot la.
look at him and yoon eun hye in Goong.

so now. my list for WHAT TO DO AFTER O LEVELS.

1. shopping.
2. churchwork. get more involved!
3. lyyyyync.
4. WATCH THE WHOLE SERIES OF GOONG AGAIN.
5. watch the whole series of full house again.
6. tanningggg.
7. GET A JOBBBB.
8. shoppppppiiiiiinnnngggg in thailand.
9. start reading books? (:
10. watch Bratz -The Movie. there's another Janel in there! :DDDDD its not often you see a janel around okay.
11. RUN RUN RUN. do more sports.
12. read my bible more often. 2 chapters a day not enough leh.

when i think of more, i'll write it down.

i'm turning into a korean drama serial middle-aged aunty now.
I DONT CARE. (:
my boyfriend is going to be like this too to me okay.
maybe not like rain, BUT LIKE JOO JI HOON HAHAHAHA.

2007-10-22T06:53:00.000-07:00

i wrote one nice, long entry on school today [how interesting], and it got erased.

WHAT THE HECK.

lets talk about blogger's new input in saving our entries for us la huh?

anyway, today was the first day of Os.

and i kept telling myself to relax [lac, whatever], chill and do.

like SOLVE (:

and oh no, the nerves started in when i began the first question.

like telling myself, "that's it janel, you studied 11 years for this. oh God please help. come on janel dodododododo."

and SO, that's how i turned out.

the a maths paper was like, crap luh please.

we didn't learn some of the stuff.

and not only that, after the paper, someone, i wont say who, just someone, happily SAID loudly to the whole hall corridor that it was so so easy.
WHAT THE HECK.

i'll just bitchslap her face la please.

how would you feel if you were already down in the dumps on how hard you screwed your paper up, suicidal and thinking of the droll future you're bound to have ahead of you, and then someone just walks past you saying the paper was SO EASY.

BUT NEVERMIND.

Me, JANEL, will continue to strive!

so, anyway, we were muggingggg again [as usual] at macs again [as usual], eating all the unhealthy foods like normal.

and to think this morning the whole gang [amanda khoo, nic ong, jingyin, muttu, clar, zhouzhen and some] were talking about having a 4.5 marathon after o levels to throw away all the fats gained while mugging.

well, i need to go for more than a marathon if you want to see the fats i've gained since before prelims.

damn macdonalds.

you'd think i've learnt my lesson with that fast food movie thing, but noooo, i CONTINUED.

ignorance, is bliss.

no wait, scratch that.

ignorance, is key to the joys of living.

not only food-wise too, but to whatever is happening now in my life.

i dont want to go back to that anymore.

you know, you'll find out how friendships are worth when you've seen it all.

okay. so. tomorrow. mugging on geography.

and as weers always say, rockinggggggg.

i shall do my list on what i want for my birthday already too.

but i think, no one will get them for me, because i'm a horrible present gifter [friend? present friend? giver? ah shuttup.]

like i gave michelle a bobblehead doll from robinsons last year for christmas.

or adelina a mouse figurine [dont ask me why]

or best, weers, a sausage mcmuffin with egg at 5 in the morning.

plus, my birthday's 8th december, so that's kind of far off.

BUT ANYWAY.

BIRTHDAY PRESENTS LIST THAT ANYONE CAN GIVE TO ME (:

1. a ticket to the bahamas.

2. a new bag. [BLACK AND GREY CRUMPLER HAHAHA.] fine, tote, sling, backpack, whatever.

3. love songs cds, or r&b, or rock.

4. tees [not cardigans. what is up with the cobalt blue cardigan trend huh.]

5. starbucks mug. so, so cute.

6. a new, totally black skateboard, with the works.

7. ticket to SP.

8. kate spade/louis vuitton/balenciaga tote [i'm just trying to sound posh la. dont tsk me hor.]

9. my grad night dress - free.

10. 11 points, o levels. [eh, do-able okay! I CAN CAN CAN.]

11. job at famous amos, or pizza hut or whatever [HAHA, how highend.]

12. MUCKSPICYS. rocccckkksyooooxzxzxz. HAHA.

13. $500 gift voucher at river island.

14. lifetime supply of durian mooncakes, puffs, icecream, etc (: YAY

okay, so technically, the only things which is plausible, or sounds convincing to get is number 3, 4, 5, and 12.

might as well list down what i really want right?

15. clear face [wishful thinking HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.]

16. the perfect grad night dress ever. [found it, but i cant find it, as in find find it.]

17. mrs fields/famous amos cookies [not just FACEBOOK, toot.]

18. new wallet.

19. gigantic, garguantous, enormous, human sized spongebob soft toy to hug to sleep (((((: YAY.

20. new sunglasses. my mango one makes me look like a blue eyed housefly.

21. NEW WARDROBE!

done. at least i increased my convincing should-be-able-to-get,-no? presents from 4 to including 17, 18 and 21.

7! out of 21! yayyy.

eh, my new wardrobe is coming okay.

my mummy's gonna bring me to thailand for SHOPPINGGG.

so.

i got somemore yo.

but those are the totally secret ones.

22. *i* ** *a** ** *e.

23. ***e b** ** *i*!

24. ** ** *o ***o** *i** ***, ********.

25. a ROCKING ****!

ya, that's it.

YAY.

JANEL THE TALENTED SINGER HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA NOT.

2007-10-19T10:55:00.000-07:00

WHAT I DID THIS YEAR.

got drunk on new year's. a wonderful way of starting 2007.
flunked almost every subject in my progress card one. i burnt that paper already, by the way. i didnt even hand it up.
fought with people. again and again and again. always.
quitted maple. because that place is full of twits spending money because they wanted to look pretty in maple instead of their real lives.
quitted audition. lasted longer here. but its the same old story. twits, twits and more twits. and weird people who made me turned off from the game.

well, right now, 7 months after the whole episode happened, some people may know of, i realized that friends, will get over the friendship and start finding new friends. and their trust, just runs off and find new people to amuse themselves with. one male, flirting with 4 or 5 other girls, and one big gang of audition players comparing their standards on how fast their fingers are [which doesn't really do much good, unless you're talking about handjobs. if you know what i mean.] talking in mainly chinese, and my chinese b ears cannot comprehend.
pain of joining it in the first place.
but its good. i have so much more money to spend on reality now, and my grades. wow. improved tremendously.

anyway, back to my year.
did horribly for midyears.
did horribly for prelims.
did extremely horribly for mocks.
disagreements with other people.
found an old friend.
chucked some new ones.
found new ones.
loved new ones.
learnt who to trust.
got more involved in church.
besties, tess and mingy.
got involved in CCIS [Celebrate Christmas In Singapore]
dance practices like crazy.
found many new friends in school/church/blah. love you guys.
kept in touch with clique.
started The Mugging Technique with Weers. [which is just mugging at macs from 2pm to 12am and not feel tired.]
mug mug mug.
mapping out my future.
started wearing contacts.
got new sunnies from mango because of that.
started tanning, which didn't help.
gave up on tanning.
stopped shopping.
started being the green tea monstrosity. because its the only thing so far that is not gassy and too sweet.

and lastly.
started drinking ginseng ["good for your body!" scolded mama.] and eating ginko capsules ["good for your brain!"]

nice year i have.

END.

2007-10-19T04:04:00.000-07:00

booya.
hi.
i'm STILL HERE.
and i even revamped the whole blog.
anyway, you got the story.
i wanted to change blog, like to livejournal or wordpress or so, because i cant lock my entries here, or at least i dont know how to. [someone teach me.]
BUTT, this blog is at least 200 posts long, and lasted me more than a year now.
i dont really see anyone with blogs that lasted them a long time now, so i'm PROUD OF THIS BLOG, even if the name of it is really really childish now [elmo's world! janelley's world! whatever buhhhh.]

this is going to be another pointless entry again.

so, this morning, i woke up late [as usual], wanted to go to school but late again [as usual], so i gave school a miss [as usual.].
and while sipping my tea [TEH PENG ROCKS YOOO.] calmly, reading the newspaper ever so maturely, my mum jumps into the kitchen, wearing her new yellow shorts.
not just yellow SHORTS, they had strings at the side, where you can pull so that the length of the shorts can get shorter, its yellow and white STRIPED, and its puffy.
like those bubble shorts.
oh my goodness i spat out my teh and stare wide-eyed at her.
i could see her black underwear peeping out from her yellow shorts because its cotton.
i told her that.
she looked down, and didn't even have the decency to go 'oops!' or something.
instead, she stuffed her butt, in my face.

oh wow mama.

when i complained about it, she got all huffy and all, and asking me what type of mothers i want, mothers like her, or mothers like my aunty, of the super strict sorts. of course her right, she says.
so after rolling my eyes and going back to the newspaper, i was reading about s r nathan, who goes brisk walking 5 days a week at east coast park.
I TOLD YOU.
i SAW him before, like years ago when he just got elected.
my whole family was at the beach, and we were beside him and his family of grandsons and granddaughters, sitting on a bench and watching them.
and 2 men, well-dressed, was standing behind him, darting glances at his grandchildren [eh do your job!]
i thought he was some ambassador from wherever right. how was i supposed to know, until my mum told me.
then i stared at him, and he smiled at us, as in me and my brother.

so that was him.

i can go around telling everyone that s r nathan saw me in my underwear now.
YAY.

so before i went to school for a maths tutorials [still got to go what, a maths o levels is on monday seh], i went to find my mama, because she was leaving for shenzhen until tuesday.
instead of packing, she was painting her nails.
with silkygirl.

i have no idea why people MUST put makeup. why they HAVE to wear jewellery.
why are accessories so important? its like asking another person to look at your material goodies resting on your boobies, instead of looking at what you really are, skin and pimples and all.
but anyway, she helped me paint my nails too [CLEAR POLISH.]. quite relaxing uh, having someone do something for you.
sometimes i feel like a queen HAHA.

THEN.
i changed and went to school.
i missed a wonderful day luh, as amanda khoo, nic, clar, and jingyin told me.
dang, janel, why the hell did you skip school again.
but anyway, i caught up with what happened, and tutorials was fun.
we studied for half an hour, and talked for the next 2.
very, very productive.
what do you expect, put in a group of girls from SAC and you get a gang of gossipers.
you will never believe what i was told.
so technically, i was dead to the world the whole time, because all these news happened under my nose.
HAAAAHA.

i miss SAC.
after o levels i'm writing my SAC entry, complete with whatever photos i have of since primary 3.
yes, i moved to SAC in primary 3. i was in st margs in primary 1 & 2.
i'm gonna miss my alma mater, especially when they are going to tear it down in 2010 for the PRIME thing.

i'll miss primary 3, when the laoshi hated me because i was horrible in chinese.
i'll miss primary 4, when i slept in class during science, by putting my science textbook over my face.
i'll miss primary 5, when i fought with so many people, and me and my group kept putting them down.
i'll miss primary 6, when i felt so senior [not citizen, moron.] and cool.

i'll miss sec 1, where my skirt was so super duper long.
i'll miss sec 2, where mrs mark kept calling us 'reculcitrants'.
i'll miss sec 3, where i fought with a lot of people [again], and got bullied [i wont miss that part].
i'll miss sec 3 part II, where my whole new life with new people around me made me insecure, and found new friends.

and finally, i'll miss sec 4, where i had the most fun, joy, laughter, love experienced, friendships, study groups galore, and class mishaps, jokes, and teacher-hating.

9 years in SAC for me.
and this is just the introduction of my SAC story, in my next entry, when i have the time.
THAT, will definitely belong in the Meaningfuls.

sniffles.

2007-10-10T08:07:00.000-07:00

okay, i lied again.
I'M BLOGGING AGAIN!
HAHAHA.
janey, muttu, me, we went airport to study.
supposedly.
i barely finished one a maths paper.
muttu barely finished her chapter on her book.
janey barely read a page.
HAHA.
becauuuuuse, we were drowned in MUCKspicys galore, and macdonalds everywhere, which we bought and brought to the viewing gallery.
SO.
janey didn't have her cam phone with her, muttu's wonderfully old phone doesn't have a cam, so she took MINE, and happily took photos.
and it started out with a knot on a string.

muttu got this green long liquorice strings, which she was holding one end, and the other end in her mouth so she can tie a knot.
[i dont know how. i thought knot-tying is BOTH ends of the cherry stalk in your mouth, not one. that's almost cheating seh.]
anyway, janey was trying and trying to tie one, and her nengkan was strong [HAHA].
so after that ten thousands years of attempting, she finally got it.
"YES!" she yelled trumphantly, shoving the saliva-ed sweet in my face.
and proceeded to take my handphone and take pictures of her victory.

and from 1 photo, we ended up not studying and camwhoring like no one's business.
a jaw-dropping 120+ photos in my handphone, which i deleted some due to her wonderful photography skills.
in my handphone.
no digicam, no special camera.
my 2 megapixel [dont laugh, you twit.] handphone camera.
me, the proud owner of it.
the wonders my phone can do.
yeaaaaah.

anyway, PIC-CHURES.
took away a LOT.
dark, dim, random, weird, and purely stupid ones.

o.o

HAHA.

BIG SMILE. (:

i love this photo.

getting ready to jump.

LEAPS!

and lands unglamourously.

look up and awayy.

i look sweet, i know.

HAHAHA.

see no evil, hear no evil, speak no evil.

i'll be blinded.

spaaaaaaastic only.

shy me, shy me, and shy me.

guess where i'm hinting at?

i like this.

twits one, two and three!

she refused to share it.

we are the happy pills, yo.

i told you she just KOPED the phone.

biiiiiiiiig smile.

and biiiiiiiig eyes.

and us again.

i didn't know they were gonna be normal whaat.

yum.

this is kind of normal compared to the others.

HAHAHA.

anyway, that's it.

i have another 50 plus more to show, but its full of crap.

ugly me (:

HAHAHA.

till then.

AFTER O LEVELS.

2007-10-09T07:30:00.000-07:00

MY FUTURE!

mummy and her teeth.

my table at its neatest.

wuff.

he's so normal.
at times.

but i dont care, he's my darling puppy.

always a puppy at heart.

pearl and me during tuition.

HAHA.

when bobby tries to teach, the girls talk about girl stuff, giri studies, and justin stones.

OH WELL BOBBY.

life is tough.

mcflurry yoxzxzxz HAHA.

WEERS. makaning/MUCKspicying/mugging time again this thursday at the usual place ya?

HAHAAAA.
zits, pimples, all still there.

go away.
..

J-nel yoooooooo HAHA.

and i'm done with my randomness.

ilubbchewsworxz.HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

until then [which is end of o levels, 6th november], BYEYA.

2007-10-09T06:09:00.000-07:00

i'm back online, blogging!
HAHA.

anyway, i went to ESTHER's sweet seventeen party days ago.

yes yes, because i'm such a retarded and slow whore, i'm only uploading the photos now.

oh, PARDON me if i couldn't go online because i saw my results and i practically just jumped off the 4th storey in our school.

got a lot of photos i want to put up to as well, been taking pictures, but never really got to blog about it.

HAHA.

PHOTOS!

when we just arrived.

everywhere was SO awkward.

all the different people we dont know.

and all the famous bloggers [or so i heard], that fel and joyce pointed out.

JOYCE!

the whole gang, after some knew each other.

jayden, stephen, joyce, fel, grace, me.

jayden HAHA.

ISAAC.

happy birthday, yo.

HAHA.

another one!

JOYCE.

"THIS IS THE BIBLE."

HAHA love.

fel and our smooshy faces.

ugliness, you.

HAHA.

the birthday girl, esther!

HAPPY SWEET SEVENTEEN!

somehow, this picture's background turned out really nice and sweet.

and photos that FEL had.

koped from her blog!

apparently, their party was so popular, that it was by invitation only, and 3 readers of their blogs stand a chance to be invited.

not gonna disagree. their popularity is phweeeeet.

i feel honoured HAHA.

INVITED (:

unglamness.

trust only FEL to take these type of pictures.

and FEL spoiling the picture AGAIN, with the spongebob.

me, Esther, Fel, Grace, Joyce. <3

Isaac, Fel [spoiling picture AGAIN], Jayden, Grace, me, Joyce.

Isaac blowing on his balloon.

[JOYCE GRACE FEL, SWOON NOW!]

us blowing.

RETARDS.

poor Jayden.

thanks to her, the friggin' piece of son of a b-

i love her.

you're just like MY BEST FRIEND, fel :D

i'll post the other random photos in my next post, but enjoy this for now. (:

2007-09-30T23:37:00.000-07:00

Weers the insufferable Paranoid PEEHEAD.

HAHAHA.

2007-09-27T05:09:00.000-07:00

I cant update that much already, since I've been receiving.. rave comments from other parties, on how emo I've been sounding.
Oh well.
Whatever that is going on in school, all I have to say is.
I love the company I'm in now, and secondary school life has just gotten so much better with you guys.
Thanks for everything.

22 POINTS!
WHERE THE HECK CAN I GO WITH 22 POINTS!

2007-09-20T07:22:00.000-07:00

Lets watch a bimbo show made by the Girls Who Have 16,000 Friends.

HAHA.
Oh my goodness, I thought they were okay, just 2 pretty people who shop, gossip, whine about their nails, and cry.

2007-09-19T08:21:00.000-07:00

SIA LA.
the course i wanna go has an admission of 40 people per year!
i'll be fighting with the thousands of people just to get a place in it!
all the 6 and 7 pointers!
I NEED A NEW CAREER ROUTE.
open new courses!

2007-09-19T01:34:00.000-07:00

Recently, I got the habit of online shopping.
Actually, it was normal ebaying, online shopping locally, through friends [Sal etc].

Then I got to a point where I looked at overseas shops.
Like GoJane.

And I saw this dress, SUPER CUTE.
It was like, 12 US.
And I was already planning on how to beg my mummy to let me use her Visa and ship it over to Singapore.

Didn't take much.
She just said, "Okay, overseas is it? How much for the shipping?"

Uh, 30 US.

And zoom, she dashes to my laptop and looks at the website.

"30 US standard, or will increase by cost?"

Increase every 80 US spent.

"Dont waste, make use of the shipping."
And then she starts shopping as well.
The loves of online shopping.

GoJane cant be found in Singapore, or maybe I never heard of it in Singapore.
A girl on ebay who almost sold me her black-white striped hoodie [Until my mum saw a hole in it and refused.] gave me a list of websites to shop.

HAHAHA.
YAY.

This is so gonna be in my poly clothing list sia.
Anyway, what we bought.

White pretty tank. (:
Calculated, and it would go about 20 Sing.
Kinda cheap.

SUNNIES.
My gosh, it was SOO pretty.

And my dress that I was yearning for. AND I GOT IT!
It is so bright, orange, striped, and super lovely.
Omgoshhhh.

And the total bill.
In Sing, it would have come up as..
around 100+ bucks.
Quite cheap, considering my mum got herself 2 mules shoes as well.
Total including shipping was 71US.

Others that I want!

This lovelyyyy tank top.
It comes in white too, but both are so nice I'd rather buy all.
Hmm (:

Another nice tank.
But it only comes in large size, urgh.

Omgosh, this was so lovely when I saw it.
There's another purple one, but that one looks the same, except more expensive.
Its so sweet luh.

A TUBE!
But I rather this come in the orange one.
The yellow is so mustard-y.
Ew.
This would look nice with a black cardigan.

And the last and my most favourite thing, A LOT, on my wishlist, number 1,

A GREEN JUMPSUIT YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I should have chose it, taken away the sunnies and bought this OMGGGGG I WANNNNNNNT.
Once school ends and mummy gives me money for poly clothing, or I go work and earn my own money, I'm getting jumpsuits that look like these. Green, bright, cute.
Or yellow.
Or orange.

I LOVE JUMPSUITS.

2007-09-15T09:18:00.000-07:00

Yeap, I read your blog.
Thanks for the heart-wrenching entry, wonderful writings.

I shall forget about it already.
I cant stop you from writing whatever you want, whatever you think.
Its fine.

I've been praying for ages, asking what I should have done since Day 1 when the whole mess came out, asked for strength.
I'm not gonna do anything already.

Talk all you want, gossip, bitch, spread, throw dirt on my face.
Whatever.
I'm gonna concentrate on whatever I'm supposed to be now.
Studies.
Prelims.
I dont need anymore of these.
Its fine for me.

Almost all of us are gonna go our separate ways after this anyway.
Who would you keep in contact with?
Your close friends, the ones who stuck by and with you through the way.
I'm not friendless, who says?

I thought the whole issue was so over, I even took off some of the entries.
And the last entry on that was like, days ago.
So many things change in between periods.

Its okay, its fine.
Keep it, I wont care, or bother about it anyway.
I'm gonna be strong.

2007-09-14T06:43:00.000-07:00

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I welcome you inside my life
For what you do
Oh you make me happy
So very happy
Once again

Here I stand
So inspired
To take your hand
And never take for granted
What I was granted
Once again

Chorus:
I never thought I could love again
I never thought I'd let somebody else in
I never thought I could trust and then
Here I am in love once again
(Once again)

You touched my heart
Now I can breathe
You saved my life
And still I can't believe you made it happen
Made it happen
Once again

Chorus:
I never thought I could love again
I never thought I'd let somebody else in
I never thought I could trust and then
Here I am in love once again
(Once again)

Bridge:
And when see you baby this is when
I want to scream it at the top of my lungs
I love you baby!
I know I'll never have this chance again

Chorus:
I never thought I could love again
I never thought I'd let somebody else in
I never thought I could trust and then
Here I am in love once again
(Once again)

I welcome you inside my life
For what you do
Oh you make me happy
So very happy

Once again.

2007-09-14T03:36:00.000-07:00

I can never believe the day I lasted amaths and physics exams, whoo!
Really luh, the past few days were tiring, and me almost breaking down yesterday because of what's going on at home, gosh.
BUT I SURVIVED.
*cues arethafrankliniwillsurvive.
Thanks Derek gor, you prayed for me.
I never thought I'll feel so much better after all these nonsense going on.
I shall do what you guys always told me to do.
HECK LOR.
Haiya, heck la.
Whatever, just heck la.
Said I created the rumour, the whole thing coming out from my brain only, heck la.
Believe whatever you want to believe, okay lor, heck la.

I got much better people anyway.
Right, Weers?
You guys are insannne.

So then, straight after the whole exam thing, the 4 of us went down to lepak again.
Canteen, the unknown source of horrendous things.
Like canteen aunties who won't turn on the canteen lights for you.

So then, we were talking, laughing, joking, horsing around, in the scene comes Mr Quek, down to get his daily dose of Nasi dont-know-what.
And he ate with us!
Me. Janey. Weers. Muttu.
HAAAAAAHAHAHA.
WE LOVE YOU MR QUEK.

And then he told us to "Go home! Or go library! What you all doing here! Study go! Go!"
But we said, "No, no, no."
Nah, but who wants to study on a Friday, tell me?
So we made our way to the airport.

The heavy rain stopped by then, just a slight drizzle.
Even then, none of them wanted to walk to 14, so we took 17.
And Weers, hiding under her umbrella, not sharing with us at all.

Janey tried sharing with her.

But no, hastily refusing to share.
So there she goes, walking off in a huff, while the little Weers singing to herself.

"Under my um-br-ella,ella ella eh eh eh.."
Then happily KOPE my phone on the train.
Happily.
The four of us. Yeaaaaahhhhhhhh.

Tryna be a loner only la hm?

And Weers happily putting all the photos in sepia mode.

"Nice what!"

2007-09-08T08:44:00.000-07:00

Remember this?

THRILLER!

Since then, there were many remakes.

Lego. The Americans made.

Anime. The Japanese made.

Indian Thriller. The Indians made.

But what's weird is that, someone translated the Indian Thriller.

Indian Thriller, with English subs.

But if you stop laughing for one second, you'll see that the dancing is good.
Damn good.

2007-09-07T07:45:00.000-07:00

Remember this?

No, now its not Walk Me Home.
Its the-boot-got-a-lot-of-space-to-fit-you-in.

HAH.

2007-09-02T05:15:00.000-07:00

Hot Guys List.

that's it. add MIKE VOGEL into this list. hot skateboarder in Grind - The Movie.
i'm taking up skateboarding after the os.
i wanna travel to poly with my skateboard ahaha.
but my brother sweared he'll break my board if i ever took up skating.
oh whatever bland, whatever.

1. Jake Gyllenhaal.
[hotness seh. day after tomorrow. and his funny mode.]

2. Jesse McCartney.
[duh. who wouldn't put him in.]

3. Robert Schwartzman.
[remember michael moscovitz?

yeah, him. lead singer of Rooney, and 100% attitude. ilovehimmuahmuahmuah]

4. Chris Pine.
[he is so so cute in princess diaries and just my luck. especially just my luck.]

5. Oliver James.
[he stars as the hot rocker guy in what a girl wants, opposite amanda bynes. sweeeet. AND HE CAN SING. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!]

And what is a hiatus if I keep blogging.
Urgh.

Anyway, I bought a black and white striped hoodie, plus purple skinnies.
I wore my brother's skinnies before, and that wasn't so bad.
Especially the front part, you know, when I have to zip it up.
But when I tried on the purple one back at the store, IT WAS SO TIGHT.
Its the same size as my brother's skinnies!
Then the lady told me it will stretch a little as you wear it.
Now I know what my brother has been doing to make his skinnies really loose at the zip.
Hmm hmm hmm.

Anyway, because the auntie at the store knows my brother so well, and I met him there so I can get discounts, I got a discounts as well.
My brother bought his shirt for 15, and the auntie just keyed in 12.
The hoodie was 33, I got it for 25.
And it was the last in stock.
"Like Topman! Topman's selling at 73, then we saw and we had to order! See, last in stock, so you buy, then people think you paid a lot! Auntie know your brother, will give discount! No problem la!"
Actually she wanted to sell it to me for 30, but I bought skinnies as well, so she sold the hoodie at 25, and the skinnies at 20.
I saved 13 bucks.
Nicee.

2007-08-29T07:43:00.000-07:00

Heard of this?

DO NOT CHEATOR IT WON'T WORK ANDYOU WILL WISH YOU HADN..T.
TAKE 3 MINUTESTRY THIS - IT WILL FREAK YOU OUT.
THE PERSON WHO SENT THIS TO ME SAIDHER WISH CAME TRUE 10 MINUTES AFTER SHEFORWARDED THE EMAILNO CHEATING!!!!
THIS GAME HAS A FUNNY / CREEPY OUTCOME.DO NOT READ AHEAD, JUST DO IT.
IT TAKES ABOUT 3 MINUTES - WORTH A TRY1st.

Get PEN and PAPER2nd. WHEN CHOOSING NAMES, MAKE SURETHEYARE REAL PEOPLE THAT YOU ACTUALLY KNOW
GO WITH YOUR FIRSTINSTINCTS !!!!!
Veryimportant for good results.
SCROLL DOWNONE LINE AT THE TIMEDON..T READ AHEADotherwiseYOU WILL RUIN THE FUN.

1. On a blank sheet of paper, WRITENUMBERS 1through 11 in a COLUMN on the LEFT.
okayy.

2. Next to the NUMBERS 1 & 2,WRITE DOWN ANY2 NUMBERS YOU WANT.
1. 6 2. 2
DO YOU HAVE A FAVORITE NUMBER?

3. Next to the NUMBERS 3 & 7,WRITE DOWN THE NAMES OF TWO MEMBERSOF THE OPPOSITE SEX. SAME SEX IF GAY
3. loves. 7. blah.

CAUTION: DO NOT LOOK AHEAD or IT WILLNOTTURN OUT RIGHT
i'm not lookinggg.

4. WRITE ANYONES NAME(like FRIENDS or FAMILY...)next to 4, 5, & 6.
4. Michelle. 5. Bao. 6. Muttu.

DON..T CHEAT OR YOU..LL BE UPSET THATYOU DID
yeah la.

5. WRITE down FOUR SONG TITLES in 8, 9,10, & 11
8. Timeless 9. We're All In This Together 10. Zingy 11. Wait For You

6. Finally,MAKE A WISHARE YOU READY?
I wish that ***********************************. (:

HERE IS THEKEY TO THE GAME

1. THE NUMBER of PEOPLE THAT LIKE YOUisfoundinSPACE 2
ooooo

2. THE PERSON IN SPACE3 IS THE ONE YOU LOVE
OOOOO.

3. THE PERSON YOU LIKE but yourrelationshipCANNOT WORK is inSPACE 7.
AHAHAHA. i thought so. HE'S MY BUDDEHHH.

4. YOU CARE MOST about the PERSON youput inSPACE 4
love you michie. be happy.

5. THE PERSON YOU NAME IN NUMBER 5 ISTHE ONEWHOKNOWS YOU VERY WELL.
mianbao knows how much i whine.

6. THE PERSON YOU NAMED IN 6 IS YOURLUCKY STAR
MUTTUUUU AHAHA!

7. THE SONG IN 8 IS THE SONG THATMATCHESWITH THEPERSON IN NUMBER 3
BABY ITS TIMELESSSS.

8. THE TITLE IN 9 IS THE SONG FOR THEPERSON IN 7
AHAHAHAHA. we're all in this together!

9. THE 10TH SPACE IS THE SONG THATTELLS YOUMOST ABOUTYOUR MIND10.
HYUCK. zing zing zingy zingy zing zing zingy.

AND 11 IS THE SONG TELLING HOW YOUFEEL ABOUT LIFE
i'm just waiting for youuuu.

11. NUMBER 1 IS YOURLUCKY NUMBER...........
7. i knew it. its God's number. duhh.

repost thisWITHIN AN HOUR OF READING THIS.IF YOU DO, YOUR WISH WILL COME TRUE.* REPOST WITHCHINESE HOROSCOPE (Freakishly Correct)

ahaha.
after all the shit, it really is weird.
other than all the crap english and bad quotation marks, its hmm.
weird. (:
LAST ENTRY.

2007-08-29T02:32:00.000-07:00

AH FORGET IT.

I'm on a permanent hiatus now.

Because of prelims, o levels, and something that seems not right, I'm not on the roll for blogging now.

I'll be on msn if you want me, but I'm not gonna be online often.

I'll see you guys in church, or in school.

I'm sorry if I hit you people with words related to blogging, but its how it is.

I got so many problems already at home about money and shit, and I do not need anymore of these coming my way.

I. Just. Want. To. Pass. Secondary. School.

On with life.

The last 3 photos before I go, I love you people.

Weers. (:

My donuts.

And amazingly enough, the arrow's pointing at it too.

Donut Factory yo.

Sheryl (:

Dont look at me, I'm donut-face.

2007-08-18T05:40:00.000-07:00

CANDY CHEW SAYS HI.
:)
I lubb chews worzxzxz, so dont play with me or I'll call my gang come and hoot chew then chew know.
AHAHAHA.

Anyway, its the weekend, finally.
But yet, we still have school.
Damn Lit, it just kills me luh.
Who gives a crap about what YingYing did when she was younger.
Everyone knows that kai gua is to lose your virginity, and YingYing is so stupid to not know.
Sheesh.

Ah whatever.
I'm happy about today.
I got to see him, I got to stare for awhile.
LULI backwards (:
And then while my back is turned, facing Minghui and Tess, the ball comes flying as someone kicks the ball at my back.
It hurt okay, ow.
Oh wells.

LYnC's birthday party soon.
I like the idea of a masquerade bash, or formal wear, or whatever.
But Val's idea is to wear black skinnies, white shirt [I dont know what type], and ties.
Ties.
Ties are so out.
And can you imagine that outfit plus a yellow tie on you?
Can you say ew?

HAIYA.
Wear anything luh.
Like Christmas last year, everyone had on formal wear.
And I, that silly toot, wore an outfit WITH JEANS.

Urgh, later.
Gonna watch American Pie: The Wedding.
M18.
Oops.
BOPIAN :)

2007-08-15T03:40:00.000-07:00

I was typing my entry, with such nice words and links and i accidentally cancelled it.
Well done, Janel.

And whilst I am typing this, blogging, I'm also playing DesktopTD, like what I also said earlier before my damn finger pressed the esc. button.
I've been too busy to blog.
Going online for msn, Frienster, finishing [Trying to finish] The Impossible Game, blog shopping [Thanks Sal for your wonderful Topshop top. Its damn nice luh. $15. Not baaad.] and the extremely random things like reading other blogs.

I am so lame when it comes to the Internet.

You may be wondering why I'm such a weirdo.
But as you see, I'm questioning myself that too.
I still haven't managed to master the DesktopTD 10000 gold challenge, and finish all 100 levels without killing myself first.
I got up to level 80, where one normal monster, not the boss can go up to 300000 healthpoints.

I'm so normal.
YOU THINK?

Urgh, I'm sick of the prelims thing.
Chenny is gonna call 24 people up, whoever failed 2 or more subjects for the progress card 3.
I think I'm one of them.
I failed one, a maths [Typical you, Janel.], sure.
But I think Chenny thinks my attitude sucks.
I'm whining in class, sleeping in class, irritating the hell out of anyone who will listen to me in class, and I cant speak well in class, in front of everybody.
Fright luh.

And during the O level orals yesterday, I screwed it up.
And I smsed my mum that I screwed up my orals, and she replied.

"I didn't know you have a penis for orals."

And people ask me why I'm so weird.
I'm pointing to my mama's influence, man.

I've been getting in touch with my lesbian side.
I will turn officially bung.
But then when I told Kailan, Sophia, Muts and Eileen that at the foyer, where I proudly proclaimed it, all 4 started laughing at me.

"You can never be a bung la, Janel," Kailan said.

I am okay!
I got the walk, and I shall talk like one.
And my hair's rather short too what.
Not that short, not short enough even, in fact.
But nevermind, Janel will not cease and desist!
Determination, is in my stride.

I'm just kidding.
I'm one person you'll never see as lesbian or bung.
I love skirts, dresses, dressing up and guys too much.
Or maybe I just dont have an interest in girls.
Yuck.
You guys can be my friends, but you'll never be able to touch me in the heart.
And soul.
And wherever else sick you might be thinking now.

I'm so gross.

BACK TO PRELIMS.
I'm so mugging from now on.
After the talk Kang gave in the morning, which woke me right up [For 5 minutes before she got boring], I shall wake up and start studying.
I've been studying already luh, but still.
Its not enough, according to my mother.

The other time she saw me in the room using the computer for the above purposes, she rushed in, and cried ever so hysterically, "Janel! ITE called me! They say they dont have an Early Childhood/Mass Comm/Applied Drama and Psychology course in ITE, so I think you better find another source of studies when you graduate this year."

I'm like so whatever.

I am studying.
I am.
I know at times I look like I dont, but I am.
I cant study at home, there are too many distractions.
I cant study at Macs [Not that much, but can.] much, its so expensive for a meal there everyday, and remember Supersize It?
And I cant study on the bus, my eyes will.. spoil.

That leaves school, tutorials, tuition [Which is starting in 11 minutes and I gotta go already.], canteen studying, library studying with the group, and the occasional TP studying when I sneak into TP and get Michie to teach me while makaning at Mensa.

How many times have I mentioned Mensa.
I love Mensa.

BYE, and Janel loves you.
Just dont touch me.

2007-08-08T21:30:00.000-07:00

I've been moody for the past few days again.
My period's coming, the pmsing as a sign.
Now all go buy me some wings.
Its possible, since its so freaking irregular.

The other time during Lit, where Ms Chen was teaching us Joy Luck Club [Or the lack of it], she was mentioning about chinese characters in your name making up your nature in the world.

Like how the word mu, meaning wood, gives you strength.
Or how the san dian shui, which means water, gives you the ability to adapt to any situation.

I have no mu, but I have shui.
I think it rather fits me.
I adapt easily to anything.
If I get inflicted with something that hurts, be it emotional, mental or physical, I'll get over it in a day.
I dont harp on it.

But I have no strength.
As in to face up to awkward positions.
I'll replace it with an expression of non-commital looks and stutterings.
Gawd, I'm like Rose Hsu Jordan, born without wood.
But if my husband ever dares make decisions without me getting a say, I will just so promise him a short life in our cosmopolitan city.

That's how I am, I guess.
I mean I hate chinese and all, but you cant help but get interested in all these stuff.
History of your roots, the magic and wisdom of what your mum will say to you.

My mother used to tell us stories of how her life was in the past.
They were so poor, by the time she was 10, she was running the household, cooking for her 7 siblings in the 2nd floor HDB in Bukit Ho Swee after the Bukit Ho Swee Fire, going to the market to buy vegetables for 10 cents a bunch.
Bus fares were 5 cents then.
She was a Khek, I think some sort of teochew existence.
Her mother, my grandmother, kept the house alive with commodities and necessities by making mosquito nets and selling them at the market.
My mum's older sister, my yiyi, could only study until primary 5, because she had to go out to work.
They were too poor then.

My mum and her younger brother, my uncle, were the fortunate ones, because they could study up till secondary school, AND further their studies.

Then how my dad jioed her.
He lived with his family on the 3rd floor, a Cantonese family.
Every night he'll bring his sleeping bag and sleep outside her house until she will agree to his marriage.

When she told us this story, I was too naive to think that those sleeping bags probably haven't even been in Singapore then.

And when the two of them got married, I saw the wedding photos.
My mum had extremely curly hair, a bright smile, and full-length dress, long-sleeved, with laces.
My dad wore a grey pinstriped suit, with brown-tinted glasses.
Excuse me, but ew.

I cant imagine my mum with curly hair, as in tight curls.
EWW.
She'll never have curly hair now, never ever.
And my dad will never keep his long hair right now.
They will just not fit in the world right now.

Back to the story.
And then they had their first child, my older brother.
It was the Wong's family tradition in my dad's family to name your boys with chinese names starting with Zhi, and girls Yan.
My mum opposed, and my yeye, said things to my mother that she still haven't forgiven him for, even after his death several years ago, even up till now.

I cannot imagine my older brother, a Zhen Jie as my mother named her, as a Zhi Qiang, which my grandfather wanted.
In cantonese its Zhi Qiang means Ji Keeong.
[Chicken seh.]
In english, means he'll grow up strong.
But now he's a Zhen Jie, meaning exellent.

By the time my brother came out 9 years later, my late paternal grandfather didn't bother thinking up of a name for my younger brother, so he became a Zhen Hao, meaning Hero.

If I were to follow my grandfather's tradition, I would have been a Yan Fang, meaning Scented Sparrow.
I mean, ew?
Does this mean I'll smell like a bird?

Now I'm a Shu Ting, which means demure and ladylike.
Both names dont suit me.
I'm not a bird, I dont smell like a bird, I'm not demure, and I'll never be ladylike.
AHAHAHA.
Demure LOLLL.

But now my mother says I go against the chinese tradition by not being what I'm supposed to be.
And she created a joke, moh xi teng, which means hyperactive and brash in cantonese.
Its supposed to be a joke of my name Shu Ting.

And the reason she went against her father-in-law's wishes is because, as she says, "I'm an unorthodox person."

Moreover, she says, her family tradition also have to have a different name, but she didn't follow it as well.

Its freaking interesting luh, and I'm already missing a lot of other things out because I'm not supposed to say it.

I remember what my mum said about her mother, who ran about hiding during the World War II, and managed to survive.
Her husband, my maternal grandfather, my mum's dad, was non-existent.
He already disappeared a long time ago, with his other wives, leaving my grandmother with 7 children to singlehandedly bring up.

And he came back last year, and called my mother up in the hospital.
My mother never told my grandmother that he reappeared.
When he died and I was at his funeral last year, I saw all my other relatives, half-sisters and brothers of my mother.
And I saw her shedding tears.
I wanted to ask why was she crying when he disappeared from her life for the past 40 years and never saw her growing up, graduate, get married, have kids, etc.

And then I realized, because he's still her father.

Family histories.
Complicated but so interesting.
I dont foresee anymore of these happening in this century.
We're too modern and caught up in our own thoughts, until we dont bother making history.
Making history to everyone now, is finding a cure for cancer.
Something modern, something that will just solve temporary problems, until another epidemic happens and the whole world's focus shifts again.

Hur.

2007-08-04T09:35:00.001-07:00

ITS A SAAAAATURDAYYYY.
Finally, after the stupid weekdays.
Blah.
I hate you, school.
Anyway, after Justin, Weers and the rest told me about FOP, I wasn't actually planning to go.
I keep saying, "Maybe." to all but I didn't actually wanted to go.
But then I went to church and Val caught me at the door.
"JANELLLL YOU NEVER COME LAST WEEK EH YOU GOING FOP COME WITH ME I'M THE ONLY GIRL GOING!"
And who's going?
"Kenneth and all la."
Ah, maybe.

I went in the end though.

Met Weers there.
(Un)glam as ever.

And Vallllll!
My pretty babe.

It was funnn.
(:
Praise, worship, Don Moen was in!
Plus Delirious? came.
The guy is damn cool la.

And fun because of another thing ahahaha.
YAYYYY.

2007-08-04T09:35:00.000-07:00

2007-07-28T20:57:00.000-07:00

I GOT A REALLY ADORABLE VIDEO FROM YOUTUBE.
Its about TVXQ, they were on StarKing, and there is a little TVXQ representing the new generation of .. TVXQ.

And Xiah Junsu is ADORABLE.
The little Junsu, Xiah Inhwan is so cuuuute.

Yeah luh, I know I told like everyone Micky was adorable.
But now its Junsu!
Junsu, then Micky, then Yunho, then the last 2.

I dont know why Jaejoong is so popular, I prefer others.

Yunho and his little twinnie looks damn cute luh.
They same eyewink.

And Xiah, save the best for last!

WITH SUBS!

And the closeup without subs. But you'll know what they're saying anyway.

HE GOT TO KISS XIAH.
I WANNA KISS XIAH TOOOO UNFAIR ($*%$#(%&*#$&amp;*%$#&%*#$&%*$#&%*(#$

Adorable, I tell you.

OH YES, MY NEW ACT-CUTE POSE FOR YOU KAILAN AND FLORA YONG.
*cues Inhwan's act-cute face.

And yes, I know I only realize new songs when they're not that new anymore.
Like I started getting into Shinhwa's 8th album in June this year, when they released it in September last year.
And this, when they released their O music video last December, and I only started getting to it in July.
Or the bestest of the best.
When Hana Kimi was released in January this year and I only watched it in May.
Right at the exam period.

And my mp3 is filled with 90% english songs, 10% korean and no chinese songs at all.
And the 90% english songs, at least 50% of it is at least 1 year old.

I'M SO SLOW.
I'm practically backtracking on everything.
Kailan will pinch me and 2 seconds later I will go 'ow'.
Muttu will stone at me, and I'll stone at her, and 1 minute later I'll tell her not to stone.

AH SHUDDUP.

I love you people.

2007-07-26T03:43:00.000-07:00

*Note: I was watching a movie when I suddenly got an sms from Muttu, saying that she read the post on Batu Cave. OH WELLS (: Even a non-blog reader read it. The whole Batu Cave thing is real, except I probably exaggerated it a wee bit (:

Sorry I never updated for a long long time.
Seems so long ago, isn't it?
ANYWAY.
I got caught for "cheating-during-the-prelims-oral-examination".
Cheating my ass la.
If I went to the toilet urgently, and I cant see your face because you're below the stage, too short, and I urgently needed the toilet.
What am I to do?

True, I wont die if I have to forgo the toilet, but I would LOVE to see a stain on YOUR butt too.
Or I would have just shoved my pad in your face.

Now I'm a RTC case, when I'm RTC-recordless for the past 2 years.
RIGHT WHEN I'M GONNA GRADUATE.
Janel - Never known for her moral courage.
Janel - No integrity.
Janel - Attempting to cheat during the orals.

AND I GOT A ZERO.
A zero!
I wasn't exactly expecting an A1 for my orals, but a zero!
Zero!

*whines

Hur.
I dont care.
I may be caught, whatever shit.
But I know I never did anything wrong.
Nope.

Anyway, recently, I've been emoing and emoing away, making everyone emo because I'm stoning at them.
I'm grouchy, grumpy, moody, all that.
I'm sleepy.
What do you expect.
urgh.
But I'm okay now.
I guess.
Kailan's been joking around with me.
Everyone's friendlier, more normal.
I can talk to almost everyone in class.

EXCEPT BATU CAVE.

A story.

One day, a whiner Janel, a kailan and a MelJane was sitting together in class.
Then suddenly Mel turns to Janel and says she's blinded for life.
"Why?" the whiner asks.
"Look ahead. You'll see a cave," Mel replies, a scared look on her face.

And Janel the Whiner looks.
What she saw was a cave, wide open, totally mysterious.
Then the whiner turns to the kailan and tells her to look.

And the kailan looks.
Someone, a girl [duh], from their class, sitting opposite them.
Her legs opened wiiiide.
Very wide.

Kailan covers her eyes and howls tragically.

A Bao and Janey hears.
They ask what is happening.
Kailan, shocked, shuddering, points a trembling finger to opposite the class, where the Batu Cave entrance shows.
Bao shrieks loudly and crouches under her PE shirt.
Janey, stares wide-eyed, then starts laughing and goes, "Ewwwwwwwww!"

MelJane, during the whole action, meekly points out the said Batu Cave to Sheryl.
Sheryl cocks her head slightly to the left, and turns back again quickly.
The sight was just too hard to bare.
She slowly turns to Flora the Class LoudHailer, and whispers.

Flora turns and sees.

"OH MY GAWD BATU CAVE BLINDED BLINDED BLINDED OMG #($*#()$&)~@*^$#*#@$@#!"

And now our whole clique at our whole clique table knows, and EVERY SINGLE DAY, the owner of the Batu Cave is glaring at us because she knows we're laughing at her anus.

Since then, she's turn the chair in front of her to cover her pubic region everytime during A.maths.

And the owner of the Batu Cave hate Janel the Whiner and the Kailan now, because the 2 of them have been laughing at her since the start when we had the group table.

OH WELLS.
I'm sure the Batu Cave will learn to close her legs from now on.
I'm getting blinded for life.
Our whole group, in fact.
(:

Its not anything, just that, really.
Close your legs.
We're in a girl's school.
Not only does she open her legs, she pulls her skirt BACK so it reaches her thigh.
GOODNESS.
If you wanna open, air your ahemhemhem for awhile, then okay la, just dont... pull it open and show 1/4 of the class.
Flora called it Batu Cave because.. its the opening.

2007-07-19T07:42:00.000-07:00

I wrote a story.
Just a short part of it.
I'm not sure whether to post it.
I suck at english.
Urgh.
Maybe tomorrow.

2007-07-18T03:37:00.000-07:00

GAWD YOU BITCH.
Xiaxue.
As usual.
Summing up all her fellow bloggers and calling them disgusting.
Come on Xiaxue.
If you want attention, just go to Orchard Road and bare your boobs?
[In turn you may find your compatible Steven Lim and ask him to pluck your delicate eyebrows for you.]

What is with attacking IceAngel?
She didn't do any fuck to you.
She didn't slam you.
You take photos too, and photoshopped it to whore it on your blog.
Isn't it the same thing?
I guess every pretty person must look like you, huh.

Then the world will really be an ugly place.

And she looks like a tranny. And she is short. Fat. Ugly. Untalented.

You've described yourself well. Very well.

We may all be "mediocre" bloggers to you, but at least we dont have bad publicity, bad writing, attention-seeking blog entries, with 1:1 ratio of fans and hates. (:

Plus, your reader count is no longer 30000, bitch.
Its 20000 now.
Though a lot, but its a 1/3 drop, so dont be fucking stupid.

Professional blogger my ass.

2007-07-17T06:18:00.000-07:00

Seriously, I dont get it why people must post comments anonymously.
If you hate me or something then say it to my face luh.
Ayee.

Anyway, I was on the bus today, thinking when will Singapore ever qualify for the World Cup, win a medal in the Olympics, and get into the Top 10 for Miss Universe.
Who would have thought anyway.
8 days even made fun of it, that we cant even beat Malaysia, and by 2020 if we still dont make it to the World Cup.
We. Are so dead.
OH WELLS.

I'm planning to work after the O levels, you know.
Pay for the expenses in the family, this and that.
I figured I'll get at least 3 months worth of working.
Maybe 1000 a month, dont laugh.
3000 will do a lot.
I mean, I cant spend all on buying clothing for poly right?
Unless all the rich, expensive clothings.
Forever21, Gucci, Prada, Levis, Mango, Topshop, Ferrari..
Wait, that's a car brand.
Tampines mall shopping will do fine for me right?
Or flea markets.
I love flea markets.

Back to the point.
I can contribute to the household expenses.
Even if its little, I can do that.
Then my mama doesn't need to worry about the instalments for the house, the car, my laptop, the electrical bills, the PUB bills, whatnots.

But I keep telling myself to study first.
Once the Os are over, I can do whatever I want.
But I need a good future.
After all, I already retained once, and now I'm lagging behind everyone.

Just now I came back from tuition, and so happened 81 passes by SRJC and MJC.
And I saw all the students.
My age.
I saw Delvinder.
She's in SRJC already.
They're all getting their tertiary educations already.
I'm still in the secondary.

What I wanted to do with my life last time, I dont know.
I knew I wanted to go poly, because its so fun, so happening.
But I didn't want to work to it.

And now.

Bleh.

I always said I never regretted anything in my life.
Now I'm wondering if I did.

If I didn't, my mum wouldn't have to pay for an extra year of education for me, she can save on all my transport fares, and use them on electrical bills.

2007-07-16T08:45:00.000-07:00

Something's bad gonna happen.
I can taste it already.

2007-07-13T04:03:00.000-07:00

T. G. I. F.
Thank GOD.
I'm so sick of school.

I came home really pissed off and moody, and my mama cooked me fried rice, while I showed her my cute little new waterbottle ahaha.
And now she;s treating me like a child.

And then she went all weird.

"Eh, so you want to get contacts or not. Didi got you know?"

"Please la. I said I hate putting stuff in my eyes. I got a phobia leh."

"Then you tell me you want to put tampons?"

"Do I put tampons in my eye?"

Then she started laughing so so hard, and I bet she is JUST trying to imagine me with tampons in my eyes.
Ah whatever.

But its a great welcome when I reached home.
Beats the whole stupid thing in school.

Urgh.
Come on la.
Can you stop when you know I'm so not in the mood already?
Yeah, joke after joke is fine, but know when to stop also can?
I told kailan already, she knows it.
But nooo, happily joining them in the laughing at me.
So I went to sleep in class.
And they thought Janel is grouchy because she wants to sleep.
I'm sleeping because its so much better than looking up at faces.

I thought maybe things might be better after I tell someone.
Maybe she'll get the fucking clue to stop.
Joke after joke after joke.
All 3 joking, all in Janel's name.
Fuck. Off.

Get the clue when you all go overboard and I just keep quiet?
Get the clue when I'm no longer laughing at you guys?
I dont mind being made fun of, but STOP GOING OVERBOARD FUCKING HELL DAMMIT.

Maybe its my fault because I dont mind people laughing at my expense.
And I dont know how to tell people when to stop before it gets too far.
Maybe because I keep joking around too.
And I poke fun at myself.
And I occasionally say stupid things.

I already cried twice already.
Kailan and Muttu saw it.
They thought it was just Bao.
It not just that.
Its the whole point. Everyone.

Then the last time, I was freaking emoing.

I dont want to throw tantrums already.
I shall just keep quiet.

And I wont joke around anymore.
Since joking around is just getting me nowhere.

I'll get over it over the weekend, and I'll see the rest in school again on Monday.
But for now, I want to enjoy my school-less weekend.
With my churchies.
Loves.

2007-07-11T06:39:00.000-07:00

BACK FROM TP.
Went school, went home, went TP.
Gaah.
Met Michelle and totally forgot what I went to TP for in the first place.
To return her library books.
Oh my.
Fine tomorrow.
Last day already.
I HAVE TO GO BACK THERE AGAIN OMGGGG.

Anyway, I still think TP is too small for me.
I need a BIIIIG poly.
SP. Do my Dip. in Applied Drama and Psychology.
NP. Do my Early Childhood Education.
NP. Do my mass comm.
TP. Do Media Comm.

ARGH.
I dont know what I want.

I dont want to go TP because ITS AN SAC WORLD.
And the campus is so freaking small.

BUT.
If I go SP, EVERYDAY TRAVEL TO AND FRO TO AND FRO TO AND BLOODY FRO.

Where the hell can I go now.
WHERE.

TP's too small, BUT I KNOW A LOT OF PEOPLE THERE.
Not just SACIANS.
Plus, while I was gazing out at the whole carefully-flowered main garden/area/whatever from the benches lining outside ITAS school, I saw a few people I recognized.
My tuition buddy last time.
Lost contact.
Urgh.

Then like 2 days ago my brother told me news too.
There you go.
My kindergarten bestie is also in TP.
Where he is, I dont know.
But he's there.
So maybe next time can go makan with him.
Like old times, just that old times we were playing at the playground, not makaning at Macs.

Ah whatever.
WHERE CAN I BLOODY HELL GO.
Where do I even wanna go anyway.

Someone help.

And dont advertise TP, Voxy, Michelle, Sharon.
And not MJC, I'm not interested in JC, Rosy.

Helpppp.

2007-07-10T06:53:00.000-07:00

I suddenly had an idea.
A storyline on a, uh, story.

A girl, on a bus, mp3 to her ear, staring out of the window, sitting right at the back, all the way to the end.
A boy, with 2 of his guy friends, enter the bus.
They make eye contact, and he sits next to her.
His 2 guy friends follow and sit next to him.
His first guy friend stops.
Then the second guy stops.
And left the girl and guy alone.
Awkwardness.
The girl starts to sms, and switch songs on her mp3.
The guy fiddles with his bag.
Both so happened to stop at the same stop.
The girl didn't know it, so she left her seat.
As she climbs out, she falls onto the guy.
No, the guy didn't grab her boobs.
He grabbed her waist and ask if she's alright.
She says fine.
He alights too, with her.
At the bus stop, both walk in opposite directions.
Then both stops at the same time, and turns.
The guy ask for her number.
She gives it to him.

DONE.
AHAHAHA.
I'm so freaking corny luh.
URGH KILL ME.
AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAAAAAA.

2007-07-09T02:26:00.000-07:00

UHH.
I came back home from SCHOOL, DAMN TUTORIALS, with a Macs meal [Upsized, I'm so hungry.], when my brother pounced on me.
"JIE!"

Oh well, I gave him my coke and told him to take it.
Fattening.

"NOOO. Guess who I saw today."

"My twin sister."

"I SAW MARCUS GOH."

"Which Marcus?"

"Your kindergarten friend right?"

OHH.
Wow.

"Oh. Then?"

"He's in TP now. I saw him on the bus just now, then he tapped me and asked if I was BRANDON."

"Wah TP. Small world."

"He asked me about you."

"I bet he forgotten my name right?"

"Yaa."

...
Well thanks la.
My 2 kindergarten boy friends.
One, Brandon, moved overseas.
The other one, forgotten my name.
Lagi best.

I only remember those 2 in my memory of kindergarten now.
I dont even know if I had any girl friends last time.
Maybe because I got 2 brothers, one older, one younger, turning me into a monkeybar tomboy.
Oh wells.

Those 2 always come over to our house, and those 2 are the ones who taught me how to ride my bike.
TWO-WHEELER OKAY!
I still wonder if those 2 remember.
I bet not.

IF HE CAN FORGET MY NAME, OBVIOUSLY HE WONT REMEMBER.
I bet Marcus doesn't remember Brandon.

I still remember how those 2 looked like last time.

The last time I saw Brandon was before he moved to China or US.
In kindergarten.

The last time I saw Marcus.. last year?
At TM.
He was walking around with a girl.
o.o Already has a girlfriend.

OH WELLS.

If you guys ever see this, come over again, we shall play sandcastles at the playground, or ride our bikes again.
Just like the old times.
:D
HEE.

2007-07-08T05:01:00.000-07:00

I CAME BACK FROM SENTOSAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!
:D
Tons of pictures, since I clearly made it clear to them I need to spruce up my Friendster.
AHAHAHA.
And Rosy readily agreed to camwhore with meee.
:)

<3 Rosy. And Bheemie.

We totally went to Sentosa with the full intention TO GET A FREAKING TAN.
But what happened?
NOOO, THE SUN MUST HIDE BEHIND THE CLOUDS THE WHOLE TIME.
But it was still a blast though.

PICTURES!!!!!!

Bheemie insisted on changing at VivoCity, and not at Sentosa.
"Toilets not clean one!" she whined.
Oh well, we shall camwhore :)

Our sandy butts on the sandy ground.
Sand in our underwear, shorts, shirt, bra, legs.
Gawddy.
Rosy's sexy leggies though :D

THEY SANDED MY LEGS.
Bheemie was so angry that I threw sand at her, so that she'll go into the water also, that the 2 of them ganged up on me.
Walaooo.
And she became our photog too :)

A random hunchbacked position.

Rosy didn't like me raping her in public.

OH WELLS.

I'll bring you sexy back.

And a finger.

Finally a picture with the 2 of them.
Bheemie hated the camera.
When I took the picture, Michelle's top was WAYYY showing her bra.
AHAHAHA.

Step-emo only.
:D

And after the gossiping in the water, the waist-hugging, wading, floating around in the water, we finally went to change.

I'll Bring You Sexy Back - Part 2.
Scandalous.

All the fats, gawd.

Pose #1.
Rosy acting cool.
Michelle looking into her bag.
*BEEPS.
No Good!

Pose #2.
Much better :D

And a pose with my favourite dress.
Perfect for Green Day.
YEAH :D
The one I told you guys about luh.
$9.90 at the Metro Tampines Sale!
Among all the shit, there IS a nice piece of clothing.
*o.os in wonder.

And a random photo taken from the mp3 player/speaker.
=X

School's back, and Janel's sad.

2007-07-07T10:06:00.000-07:00

ITS GREEN DAY AND I SAW ALL THE YOUTHS WEARING GREEN.
Yay :D

But the older generation?
I know you folks are gonna leave this earth soon and its the younger generation whose suffering the effects of global warming, but come on.

AT LEAST WEAR GREEN LUH.

I was at City Hall just now with Minghui waiting for Aminah and Jingyin, since they escaped to Suntec after an afternoon at the Singapore Poly Open House, and seriously.
Green decked out around.. 30% of the people.

60% youngsters wearing.
None of the old folks wearing.
Means, you people SUCK.

URGH.

Tomorrow's church, Green Day 2, and a day of tanning with Rosy and Bheemie at SENTOSAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!
I'm so white lately, I got to tan.
Hyuck.

07/07/07.
Last year 06/06/06, everyone was so scared because the day of Satan was here.
HELLO.
TODAY'S GOD'S DAY.
070707.
And I went to church, AND NO ONE NOTICED IT.

2007-07-03T07:32:00.000-07:00

OMG.
I AM SO STRESSED.
I cant do a DPA.
Because my CCA records SUCK.
OH JANEL JANEL.
WHY DIDN'T YOU GO FOR CCA IN SEC 3.

Nope, not regretting.
I enjoyed every second of my free time not in CCA.

OH BOOHOOHOO.
MY FUTURE'S RUINED.
If you guys all see me at Macs working as a cleaner, JUST TELL EVERYONE MY STORY.

That Janel Didn't Go For CCA.

I'M GONNA DIE.
EARLY CHILDHOOD.
PLEASE ACCEPT ME.

2007-07-02T06:07:00.000-07:00

MONDAY.
Mugging session of SS with Weers.
OMGGG.
Who would have thought I would study.
AHAHAHAHAHA.

Weers thought it would be funny to take pictures of below my boobs.
Oh, and the work we've done.
She's lame.

Another reason why I'm so lame.
My friend's lame.
Unlike her, I'm so hardworking :)
Act la she.

Then on the bus the other day, I saw this.

Bloody hell la the aunty.
2 seats!

Zara rocks :)

2007-07-01T08:07:00.000-07:00

I GOT A BOYFRIEND IN AUDITION!
:D

That's me!
My little couple tee :))
And my darling baobei Jemmie!

Obviously it would be more fun if my baobei wasn't also played by me.
AHAHAHAHAHA.

I am so cute, I dont know why.

ANYWAY.
Many things happened during the past few days.
Saturday, Bao jioed us out of the house for lunch at Cafe Oliv somewhere near her church.
Uh, take 14 can go there.
=x
Like Bao recommended and said, it WAS nice.
But my little Half-Shelled Scallops In Basil Aglio Olio was a bit.. oily.
There was so much olive oil being used for one dish.
Baa.
Janey had Seafood pasta, Bao had Teriyaki Chicken thingie, Kailan got the same thing as Bao, just that hers had wedges and bread, and Weers got some pink cream on her pasta.
Then rushed down to church for dance practice.

It would have been called a proper dance practice if not for LYnC starting in 10 minutes.
=.=

Anyway, THAT PERSON WENT TOO.
Oh myyyyyyyy.
I was looking, yet not looking at The Person.
I dont want The Person to see me and notice I'm looking at, uh, It.
=x
:D
Anyway, LYnC was special.
JOSHUA CHALLENGE!
I SWEAR.
GenerationEsthers [GO US!] WAS WINNING THE WHOLE TIME FROM THE BEGINNING, and suddenly.
Wham, bam and adolescense, Fruits Basket overtook us in the last run.
What is this man!
They got a cool hundred bucks for the whole cell la!
TT

And today.
I woke up so so so so so so early for church.
THAT PERSON DIDN'T COME.
Maaaaan, I was hoping It will come, since its such an important day.
YOUTH DAYYYYYY.
:D
Finally after all the dance practices.
:)
When we performed for Jia, since it was still a practice anyway.
She said we did it well, but we need expression.
:))))
HEE.
"But dont worry," she said, "It'll come naturally when you see the audience."
Ookayyyy.

So after the practice, the makeup, the wonderful support from the whole LYnC, we [Tess Me Val MH] went for makeup.
Oh my.
Kenneth went to put eyeshadow, and came out telling everyone that he didn't know what it was for.
o.o
He wanted the eyeliner and mascara, but Huiting and Denise snatched it away before he can do anything.
=.=
LAME LUH.

Yeah, the dance itself.
Exhilarating.
I LOVE.
:)
During the prac, ValCheng said I was STIFF.
So the other Val and me were shaking our arms, wriggling here and there backstage before we had to go up.
LOL.
I guessed it worked.
My brother, who was filming the dance, had a comment from Audrey's Dad that I looked like a dancer.

YEAHYEAHYEAHYEAHYEAHYEAHBEATTHATWHOOHOO

Yeah, I was feeling fine :)

I love you LYnC people.
I love you God.
I love you people.
LOVES.

But the best was after the service, after the Welcome Centre, when we all went to lunch at Marina Square.
I thought GSS was great at Tampines Mall.
Got Isetan, Metro, yada yada yada.

Then Xian told everyone that Zara had a sale in Marina Square, while we were all eating.
ZOOM, all the girls were up with guys tagging along.
I GOT A TOP!
Its like bare-backed, beigywhite, so nice, pretty..
.. And $7.90.

LIKE ASSSHIT CHEAP LA.
Zara leh kns!

And lagi best, opposite Zara was Mango, with 50% off storewide.

I love you GSS.
<333

Too bad I brought 9 bucks.
X(

2007-06-28T08:09:00.000-07:00

Okayyy.
I have 3 minutes to type this out and then I gotta sleep.
Its already 11 and my mama isn't happy that I'm out the whole time.
Baa.
Its all for school.
Blame the school.
Plus I have people who are around me whom I wanna spend time with, and who am I to say no?
Ahh, see?
Anyway, went TP again, spent time with Sharon and her friends, Rosy, Michelle.
Because that girl came so late, all the canteens were closed.
And I starved.
EEE.
And I'm so broke.
I cant sms, no more monehhh in my card.
Damn you prepaid cards.
Must there be such an invention, so as to get my mama to start making her daughter use it, while her younger freaking brother has his own plan, plus her older brother.
I'm the only one who uses prepaid.
Wtfffffffffff.
So I got to wait until I get my allowance then.
:)
So all miss me until.
Saturday.

I'LL BE DANNNNNNNNNCING!
My stupid brother says its no big deal, I'll be dancing in church for 5 minutes.
What's the big deal?
It is okay.
Its like, we practiced for 2 months.
Its like studying for 10 11 years for the one exams, O levels.

Omgggg dont remind me.
BAA.

2007-06-26T06:30:00.000-07:00

I hate you people for saying my blog is dead.
Its not!
My blog's not dead, I swear!
I mean, I'm writing nowww.
?!
AIYA.
I have a life dammmiiiiittttt.
You cant expect me to blog everyday when nothing happens right?
And I do have private things too.
I'm so not Xiaxue, please.
Come on.
I'm an O level schoolgirl whose uh.. doing her O levels.
I RARELY HAVE TIME TO USE THE COMPUTER, LET ALONE BLOG.
But keep checking back anyway, my mama lets me blog once in awhile HEE.

Anyway.
Today and yesterday.
My first few days at school after a whole month of slacking, stoning, and Auditioning.
My body clock is like, waking up and 2pm and sleeping at 2am.
And Sunday night, I'm asked to sleep at 10.
TT
I tossed and turned in bed until 12, then I fell asleep dreaming of the same old recurring dreams I've been having the past few nights.
More about that later.

Then anyway, the first day was great.
Heh.
I dont miss anyone, particularly not a vegetable who has a freaking habit of whacking me.
Come onnn, its just a month.
And all of you said you didn't miss me anyway. :DDDDD
Fine, I miss school. Everything about school.
No one frightened us about how the third term is here, your last stretch before the Big Leap.
I fully expected it.
Funn. :)

And today.
I had a hectic schedule.
School, meet Justin, tuition, then dance prac.
BAA.
By the time I'm home, it'll be 11.
But nah, thank God Tess cancelled prac.
School was normal.
WE CHANGED PLACES.
Now our seating arrangement is so primary school style.
Sort of like the group thing.
So now in my 180 degree view, I see Kailan, Janey, Bao, Flora, Sheryl, and MelJ.
Yeaaaah.
Something that was supposed to encourage teamwork, group discussions, and those who are stronger in their subjects to teach the others who are weaker.
In the same group.
I think its nice, but still.
Why cant some people in the class cooperate.
Seriously.
The moment I came into 3.5 last year, I thought you guys were united.
Like hell more united than the other classes I've been in.
"United 3.5 2005, yeah."

Then after school, went with Weers to MRT to City Hall, since she's going Suntec.
Met her friend Shawn or something, I dont know, friendly guy though :), and we mrted.
And then he was telling me about people in Mass Comm usually being yayapapayas type.
Those rich, english-typed biatches.
And Michelle was complaining about having to climb the hill of NP, especially about her Psychology thing most probably being 7 points next year.
LOL la Weers.

Then met Justin at PS.
GOODNESS.
That girl pangsehed us luh.
We were supposed to go lan together EEE.
Then finished the whole mall in 15 minutes, because PS is full of shit, no cheap nice clothing shops that will beckon me to spend my money.
GAWD.
And we reached tuition a whole hour early.
And Pearl was early for ONCE.
AHAHAHAHA.

Ah, so that goes my whole 2 days in school.

ANYWAY.
I lost weiiiiiiiiiiiiight!
:DDDDDDDD
I AM SO FREAKING HAPPY.
And I gained HEIIIIIIIIIGHT!
Some people in church told me my face looks thinner.
o.o
I never noticed leh.
My tummy looks the same as it always has.
O.O
But whatever la.
I'll gain it from all the unhealthy food again anyway.
BYE.

2007-06-20T08:41:00.000-07:00

HEH.
Something funneh happened in Audition today.
:))
I'm so mean doing this, but whatever.
Click on the pictures to zoom in.
Or get a clearer view, whatever.

The Beginning.
We were freaking losing.
Snake was pumping for us.
While that.. noob was just noobing around.

I missed because I tried to chance okay!
AND MISSED FM SOMEMORE.

AHAHA.
So loser.
Still losing.
LOLL.
Pro Ralph.
And Blackie's trying to get the mission. Which is one fm and no great.
He succeeded by the way.
Still missing EHEHEHE.
We were WAYYY losing.
Goodness.
Then it happened.
O.o.
I swear, I never meant to make this happen.
I gave up on chance already, by the way.

Heh.
Warning bells in Ralph's head.
Got louder.
Louder.
They started missing to tell me to stop chaining AHAHHA.
Because Blackie wanted his money.
And if their team loses, his dens and mission is wasted.

AHAHHAA.
YAYY.
Lets see it again, shall we?
:))
:DDD
Then back to level 6.

Note the score. LOLLL.
Hmm.
Song's finishing hmm?
NINJA!
Song's over too.
AHAHAHA.
See Ralph?
I stopped my chain already :D
For you leh!
They were so angry.
Both Ralph and Blackie left the room after that.
His mission wasted. =x :D

I'm so freaking mean sometimes.
AHAHAHA.
Audition days, audition days.

2007-06-18T20:04:00.000-07:00

Hmmhmm.
I didn't update because nothing's happening in my life.
BAAA.
Unless you want to count yesterday's.
My brother is still 43kg.
And still freaking short.
My mum lost height and gained weight ^^
Her BMI's 20.
Still wanna say you're thinner than me ah huh?
I LOST WEIGHT AND GAINED HEIGHT YEAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH.
My BMI's 18!
WOO.
I'm light but not the point of anorexic thin!
TESS AND MINGHUI THINK I'M ANOREXIC.
Hah.
Wait till they see me at the Raffles City The MarketPlace buffet table.
But I told them my weight and they closed their mouths, so I'm fine.
:D
I bought the things for the Youth Day dance already.
Ballet shoes, canvas - $12.
2 IP Zone tank tops - $16.
Brandless flowy pants - $20.

$48 bucks total.
Baaaa.
And I bought a bag from Square too.
$32.
I feel so happy I spent money and did something out of the house.

Anyway.
Ever since my brother got sick, to the point of 40 degrees C.
My mum got the flu, sore throat and fever.
I got sore throat and fever.
Irritating me only.
=.=

That day, we were talking about what we were gonna do next year.
My brother kept silent in the back of the car.
I said I wanna go NP's mass comm ^^
And my mum snorted!
SHE SNORTED OKAY.
I can make it!
BAA!
So the conversation went like this.

"Ma, I tell you. You need to DEPEND on ME to give you monthly allowance next time when you grow up."
"How much are you giving me?"
"10% of my salary la."
"You think I'm God is it?"
"NOOO. 10% to God 10% to you la!"
"How much are you going to earn?"
"$10000 as a journalist la!"
"A year ah?"
"A MONTH."

What kind of mother has such faith in their daughters.
I dont know also.

2007-06-12T11:07:00.000-07:00

Hmm.
Its Wednesday already.
Sorry I haven't been blogging.
Was busy with church/tuition/dance [Yes, I dance. Dont laugh.]/study [=x]/Audition.
But anyway.
Sunday, we went to the Plaza Market Cafe at the Raffles Swissotel.
I was casually gazing at the prices for the lunch buffet, and it was like $20+++ for a person.
LUNCH.
Ah, I went in free.
Church Parents' Day Lunch :))

The cool thing about the whole menu is that.
The whole buffet is made for a DINNER.
There was cha soba, mee goreng, sushi, many types of desserts [Tiramisu, chocolate mousse, souffle, truffles, whatever.], cakes, scones, salmon, meat.
Blah blah blah yada yada.
And lagi best.
Durian paste for dessert.
For thr 60% of the Durian Lovers, they ravenously grabbed the durian contents happily.

Remainder of my durian paste.
Its one of the desserts, by the way.

The whole place is cosy, inviting.
Extraordinarily nice.
The chairs are the type where you just sit down comfy, practically plush.
And there's a head of the table too.
And the end of the table as well.

And then the Blessings Draw came.
Which is basically a lucky draw.
But its church, so you got to feel blessed or something.
I swear, the prizes they gave out is..
Hmm.
Lets just say Johnny got lucky, and he won a rice cooker.
The last time I won, my cousin Hannah also won, and my brother won as well.
I got a rice cooker, Hannah an iron, and my brother had some voucher which he lost.

And hohoho.
Just a random picture.
Ariana is so freaking white, I am tanned as per usual, and Tessa won me in the Dark round because she had intense swimming classes.
Hahaha.

Monday, went for Physics practicals, before running to dance practice.
And I STILL WANT THE VIDEO THAT TESSA TOOK OF OUR DANCE.
BAA.
Its some ballet dance, where all 4 of us twirl many times to the song When God Ran.
Love the song.

Today.
Planned to go out with Mao, Miro and Lulu to Bunk.
So we went.
I reached there at 1.
Signed in, waited for them to finish their game.
And gasp, gasp, gasp.
There's a patch until 7.
Sheesh.
I played for 11 minutes and 7 seconds, and they had the nerve to charge me $1.20, without telling me about the upcoming patch.
Kanasai.
Then so we went to Pastamania and had lunch.
Talked about lots of people.
Then off to Miro's house.
Oh my.
She lives in a mansion, goodness.
Literally a mansion, where there's a winding staircase that leads to the front door, and a huge garden, a small pool.
3 storeys of .. living space.
Glass rooms also, I saw.
Rah.
Stole all her Love Hina books and read.
Aww.
Keitaro ended up with Naru.
=x
Then I went off to tuition.

I'm getting stomach flu or something.
It always hurts after I eat something :(

Hmm.
Randomness.
Sunday, after the lunch.
I went to walk around Raffles City after the lunch before going back home.
RIVER ISLAND OPENED A STORE IN RAFFLES CITY!
I couldn't tell the difference between that and the Island Shop which coincidentally, was located on the same level and same side as River Island.
Hmm, River Island has more hip clothing.
Island Shop is more.. serene and beachy.
But their clothing is so expensive.
Like what my cousin Xian told me, River Island's basic tee costs at least 50 bucks.
She went in there once.
I didn't get to go in there.
Its like the Forbidden Land.
Meant only for the rich, famous, and .. those who can afford a 50-dollar-basic-tee from there.
Gee.

Well.
Comparing it to Alano or This Fashion, as I was going home that day.
It sure has more class.
Alano is exactly like This Fashion, the whole range of ah lian clothing, the countless amount of weird designs.
Just that Alano looks professional and atas from the outside.
Not.

Hmmhmmhmm.
Sleep's getting to me.

2007-06-08T05:36:00.000-07:00

*NOTE!
Updated my whole side profile. Links, memorables, my letter to my Fairy Godmama [Which someone really copied, that beeyatch], so I wont look so boring now! :D

Because I got lagged out of Audition, I started msning and surfing people's blogs.
And laughing at them.
Really.
I know when blogskins ask you to DESCRIBE YOURSELF, I dont think they meant for you to put your height and weight.
Isn't it a bit weird?
I know if you're happy and proud of the way you look, you'll flaunt it, but to the point of exaggerating you height and weight?
I know girls are always obsessed with their weights, and 99% will rather watch porn [actually, rather it would be 100%] than tell you their weight.
The other 1%?
0.5 are like supermodels, yeah, sure.
Fine.
The other 0.5?
Uh.
Lets just say.
I saw a random blog, where she put her height as 163 and weight as 43kg.
Uh.
Okay.
It might be believable, if she looked the part and all.
But among all the WONDROUS amount of photos.
She doesn't look it what.
As someone said, I forgot who, I think 43kg is just the weight of her skin.

163?
Knee extensions luh.

Hmm.
Which brings me to my next topic.
Today is Love Yourself Day.
I shall love myself today.
I'm borned blessed with no deformities.
I'm borned blessed with no ill health, whatsoever.
I grew up in a family of 5, a mother who still thinks I'm 11, a dad whose always busy, but never fails to call home to make sure we're safe and sound every night, an older brother who used to play Swordman And Aliens with me and my younger brother, a younger brother whom I always played with, grew up with, fought with, enjoyed with.
I can wish for no other family.
I'm borned skinny, and I'm still skinny.
No matter how much I whine about how I wanna lose weight [I still do.], I have to admit.
I am healthy.
I dont get sick easily. My immune system's gooood. The reason I dont come to school is because I dont want to come to school.
:D
Last time when I was 12, I always worried that I was borned a half-boy, because I had no boobs, I was so short [One of the shortest, in fact], I was so freaking thin my ribcage shown through, and my period hadn't came.
Now.
I'm 1.6m.
Shan't tell you my weight.
But I'm happy with it.
I guess. Its the moderate low but healthy range.

I'm still short.
But it has its perks.
I wont tower over guys.
I'm petite and nimble and I can squeeze through hordes and crowds during GSS [I HAD to mention it :DD]
My whole family is short.
Well, not to the point of dwarfish short, but lets just say the tallest in the family is 1.75m.
I like my height. Its fine.

I'm blessed with a personality that feels.
I'm borned extremely hyperactive, so I'm always jumpy, always running about, extremely sporty, that's why I was so thin last time my ribcage could be seen and I could be mistaken for an African orphan.
But I grew, and now although fatter, I'm blessed with.. uh, womanly curves.
No longer the string bean.
And I still have a high metabolism rate.

I'm blessed with a good appetite for food [My mum complains I spend too much when all I do it eat and shit it out].
Hmm, a blessing in disguise.
And because of my high metabolism rate, my food digests quickly, I dont look/feel fat, I can run and jump about straight after meals.

Indigestion?
BAA.
Never had it :)

I may have retained in Sec 3, but still, I came out better.
I'm doing better now.
I'm enjoying my life with my new friends.
New classmates.
I got close friends whom I know will be there for me.
Yes, you people, Kailan, AhBao, MuttuChong, Janey, Saks, Weers.

I'm blessed to have came from a family rich enough to supply me with sufficient material things [My own laptop!], yet, teaching and making sure I know I have the modesty.
The manners to other people.
The care to bother about others.

I have books, food, an education, I get 250 a month which is more than enough.

All these things I used to take for granted.
Who has a loving family?
Somewhere out there, a child is crying because her family abandoned him/her.
I have food.
People are starving worldwide.
I have material possessions.
Others out there would kill for a grain of rice, and a piece of cloth.
I have people surrounding me.
Some, are living life as a loner, a solitary man versus the world kind of life.

And the best.
I have God.
I have a religion, teaching me values, morals, that I impart in my life.
Other do not even know why they exist.
This isn't a thing about different religions.
Every religion teaches you morals and values.
To respect, to be responsible.
To be sensible, to do the right things.
In my religion, I have the greatest joy.

Today is Love Yourself Day.
What can you say about yourself that you love?
I'm writing this, truthfully, with my own heart, and soul.
And I know as you people are reading this, you're already blessed that you can read and use the computer.
Many people around the world, their best technology is their hands.
Yeap.
I love myself.
Go Janel Wong.

YOOO.
I wrote this entry, so everyone will write one too and Love Themselves :)
Remember to link me to it!
Copy and paste the following text in front of your entry :)
Its my idea whaaat.
Make fun of me for being lame, but I feel better after this entry now HURHUR.

2007-06-06T08:43:00.000-07:00

You know.
In the world of fighting.
In the world of blogging.
Surely got people getting kena flamed.
Right?
Something's happening now, but I dont feel like writing about it.
After someone attacks or sue me or etcetera.
:)
Why fight?
It'll just create problems with your insults, and people will reply with another insulting post to YOUR insult post.
The best thing is to not do anything, which means you're a winner.
Because you dont give a shit about what people say about you.
Which means you're strong.
:))
I have so many friends who are bloggers, but I dont fight with them.
[Some.]
But anyway.
This whole blog post is to tell everyone:

BE A HAPPY AND GAY IDIOT!
:DDDDD

Why fight, you evil tooters of the earth.

JANEL SAYS, "MAKE LOVE, NOT SEX, NOT WAR. Yeah :D"

I'm a happy girl today!
So all dont happily get involved in blog fighting.
Because blog fighting is not nice :)

JUST BE GAYYYYYYYYYYY.

GAYYYYYYYYYYYYYY.
GAYYYYYYYYYYYYYY.
GAYYYYYYYYYYYY.
GAYYYYYYYYYYY.

If you get my point :D

I LOVE NAT WITH HER ENDEARING CLEAVAGE.
BAAAAAA.

2007-06-03T07:22:00.000-07:00

HIIIILARIOUS DAYYYYYY.
I woke up today to the message, "Welcome Centre today :)" by Xian.
So I couldn't sleep in.
And it was a Sunday anyway.
Well, its still a Sunday, but my day's over.
ANYWAY.
Church.
Went to LJS with my brother to eat breakfast first.
I was daaaamn hungry, so we 2 ordered 2 turkey bacon meals.
Niiiice.
And they dont charge extra if we change the drinks to Iced Milo.

Then church.
Normal.
Uncle Hali preached.
= funny.
And nervous.
But well, after holy communion, I ran up to the Welcome Centre.
Served food, acted nice to everyone.
Acted mature, although no one in church ever saw me immature before.
I think.
Except my cousins.
And my friends.
And the occasional person looking at me jiiive.
And groooove.
Ah shut up.

When it was finishing, I went to the one of the sofas where Huiting was with a little boy, reading and playing with him, with my Wild Swans ["Good book!" Aunty Serene said.].
But wasn't reading.
Huiting was pointing to a chicken and asking HanXiang [That's the little boy] and asking him what it was.
"Ji!"
Oh yeah, he grew up his 4 years of his life in a Chinese environment.
Then Huiting asked him:
"Then ying wen ji shi se me?"
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.

"Kock kock keh!"

I doubled up laughing.

Then afterward, we went to lunch, then Val invited me to help out at CityKids, because she's pianoing for them.
So I went la, I had nothing to do until 5 anyway.
The kids were adorable.
Since Val was helping out at the CityTots, which is the toddlers group, I went too.
And Aunty Irene was teaching about David and Goliath.
How Goliath was a BIIIIIIG giant, around 2.7m tall.
And then this little girl called Ashley started telling everyone about that time her mummy brought her shopping and she saw a BIIIIIIG We-Are-The-Pill toy at the shop window.
"Big big one!" she shrieked excitedly.

We-Are-The-Pill?
Who wants to be pills?
And it was only like, 2 minutes later that the adults guessed.

WINNIE-THE-POOH.
Baa, how could I have guessed!

Then after CityKids and ZhiCao's confirmation [YAY CONGRATULATIONS! Can take holy communion hor!], mama fetched me to TM to eat dinner with Bland.
And I was telling her about the Kock kock keh thing.
So she asked me what's mu ji.

"Hen. =.="

"Then gong ji leh?"

"Rooster. =.= Ma, you think I stupid is it?"

"Yaa, the other time you asked the prawn noodle lady for more she [Snakes]?"

"Dont remind me. =.="

Then at TM she asked my brother also.

"What's ji?"

"Chicken. =.=" My brother said.

"Mu ji?"

"..... Goose?"

DAAAAAAAAMN HILARIOUS LA.
My brother's stupider than me in chinese!
I thought my chinese b was a lost cause but he..?
My mum was laughing at how stupid her 2 children are.

"Then gong ji leh?" I asked.

"... Er.."

"Mongoose right?"

Hur. So I guess this is it then. Nevermind. I'm always stupid, hoping something would happen at the stupidest places. Nope. I'm fine now. I'm not gonna bother. I didn't want to look at you at all, and I succeeded, although you were in my face at one point of time. I'm totally fine without it. Because with it, I'll just be really more confused. If any time I see you with some other girl, holding hands, whatever, my heart will break, yeah. But I'll survive. I will.

2007-06-01T07:41:00.000-07:00

BLAH.
Today was so..
Screwed up.
Thanks la Kailan for ruining our whole plan.
Aminah is gonna kill you.

Well.
The whole story is.
We subtlely [But somehow gave away] asked Karen if she was gonna be at home on her birthday, so we can SURPRISE HER WITH HER PRESENTS AND A BIRTHDAY CAKE.
So that woman happily said that she will be home from 2 to 5.
-Cut. Not in the mood to blog anymore.

2007-05-28T23:30:00.000-07:00

YOUTH.SG ENTRY UPDATED. Scroll down :)

Today was rather boring, compared to yesterday.
I HAD TO WAKE UP EARLY FOR SCHOOL.
THIS IS LIKE A NORMAL DAY AT SCHOOL OMGOMGOMG #%$*^%#&
Like kill me la please.
2 hours of SS and 2 hours of Bio.
WALIEW.
And during SS I was nodding off until Karen that bitchfart woke me up with her incessant talking.
And poking.
And slapping.
I know I'm smart, sexy and cute la, but dont come and molest me can or not walao eh.
She'll poke me in the arm and start laughing away SO HILARIOUSLY at herself.
Bloody ==

Then Bio.
Goooodness.
Bio is a more in depth learning of our Sec 2 Chapter 6 topic.
What.
The intrauterine device, the condom, the diapghram, diagphram, diaphgram, AH FUCK.
That thing you stuff into the woman's anus.
And Sheryl happily yelled her question to Aznah behind me.
"MDM AZNAH! HOW DOES THE WOMAN APPLY THE SPERMICIDE AH?"
And Aznah was highly amused along with the class.
And started explaining that you just apply it.
And Sheryl yelled again.
"HUH! YOU SERIOUS? YOU DIP YOUR FINGER INTO THE SPERMICIDE AND STUFF IT UP YOUR.. "
Waliew.
I know its a girl's school.
No guys to laugh.
We shouldn't be feeling embarrassed or something right?
NNNNNO.

Then better.
Mdm Aznah was telling us about how the condoms work [We all know already la. We girls are highly educated in this area, duh. From all the jokes and all.]
And then she mentioned the different types of condoms, like extra large, durable, strawberry.
Then Sheryl [That girl ==] interrupted again.
"MDM AZNAH! WHY MUST CONDOMS HAVE STRAWBERRY?"
And then Mianbao interrupted like she's stupid.
"OF COURSE FOR THE BLLLLL-"
Hilaaaaaaarious laaa.

So dumb la please.
After that Flora whispered loudly to Sheryl that it was for the bloooowjob.

These school days.
I will never forget it when I grow up.
GOOODNESS.

2007-05-28T07:10:00.000-07:00

EDIT.

Fel sent me another picture yesterday.

Fel, our gay Voxy and me!

AHAHA.

And a quote of yesterday, while me, Fel, Joycey and Gracey were looking for Miss Clarity Cafe at Purvis Street.

Janel: AIYA. WHERE THE HELL IS PELVIS STREET LAA.

Felicia: Next to your vagina la!

Some people really think they're DAMN hilarious.

THIS IS A HAVOC DAYYYYY.
Monday, chinese O levels, and YOUTH.SG BLOGGER MEETINGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG.
Yes yes yes.
And tons of photos.
I think.

Our frozenmama Felicia and Joyce :))

My Bacon Aglio Olio.
GAWD.
It was SO-HO nice.
But the portion was SO DAMN SMALL.
I had to chew on Joyce's fries.

My darling Joyce <33 src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v337/janel_wong_st/Photo-0074-1.jpg">
And the Frozenmama.
Who really looked wide-eyed and frozen.
Bahaha.
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Joycey's fish & chips.

Otaku happily receiving his macbook which he won for the Youth.SG Grand Finals.
Congratulations.

And happily bringing it to his seat.

Random photo of the candle.

Me and Joycey's twin, Grace :DD

The Frozen, Me, Otaku, Joycey and Grace.

The famous IceAngel, Fel and Me.

Me and Natalie.

Me and Joan.

Fel, our little gay Voxy, and Me.
I'm kind of cut out.
Thanks Nat for your wonderful photography skills.

Gay.

Twins and Me.

Otaku acting cool.

Voxy getting high and sexy.

It was fun la.
Damn hilarious somemore.
While the whole group was walking, Me, Fel, the Twins, Natalie, Jiayi [Edit], Otaku, Voxy, and I dont know who else were crossing the road at the CBD area, suddenly a car just stopped right on time in front of us.
Waliew, I almost died la please.
It was a turning junction, so cars are DEFINITELY not supposed to be there while pedestrians are crossing, please la.
And Fel happily told everyone to point their middle fingers at him.
HIGH UP IN THE AIR.
IN A CBD AREA.
One group of havoc teenagers creating. Uh, havoc, in the city.
Wonderfulll.
We were laughing like shit la.
Gawd.

Anyway, thanks, you guys.
You made it fun.
[And the free food too.]
Bacon Aglio Olio.
I LOVE YOU.
Miss Clarity Cafe.
I LOVE YOU TOO.

2007-05-27T00:46:00.000-07:00

Would you walk me home
I don't want to go all the way alone
Baby would you walk with me home
Baby would you take my hand
Come with me now to our special land,
Baby would you walk with me home

Three a.m, you're on my mind once again
I must have been dreaming
I thought I felt your heartbeat just then
Then I wondered how it would be
If I was your lady and you were my friend
I would put my heart in your hands
And it would never end

Baby would you walk me home
I don't want to go all the way alone
Baby would you walk with me home
Baby would you take my hand
Come with me now to our special land,
Baby would you walk with me home

I hold your picture next to my heart all the time
Oh yeah baby
You're my dream come true so glad you're mine
Then I wondered how it would be
If I was your lady and you were my friend
I would put my heart in your hands
And it would never end

Baby would you walk me home
I don't want to go all the way alone
Baby would you walk with me home
Baby would you take my hand
Come with me now to our special land,
Baby would you walk with me home

Every day and night I want to hold you
Understand that I am going to love you
In my own special way

Baby would you walk me home
I don't want to go all the way alone
Baby would you walk with me home
Baby would you take my hand
Come with me now to our special land,
Baby would you walk with me home

2007-05-25T01:04:00.000-07:00

Sorry I haven't blogged for a long time.
I was busy with other stuff :))))
Like Audition.
But whatever.

I just read this novel, called Just Friends by Robyn Sisman.
Sweeeeeeeeeeeeet :)
If it was made into a movie, I'll just fall in love with it.
Seriously.
They are so sweet, yet comical at the same time.
I wanna cry.
Baawaah.

2007-05-22T06:09:00.000-07:00

PEKCHEK LAAAAAAAAAAAA.
Bloody freaking hell stop pissing me off can.
On the bus, some old man COUGHED LOUDLY SO MANY TIMES.
And now those *cough cough ahem excuse me type.
Its the HICK HICK HIIIIIIIIIIIIICK Ptooi type.
And he coughed on this man's head la please!
I HATE BUSES.
They're full of germs, dirt, and God knows what.
Even the MRT is so much better.
I know some buses are better, as in the new ones, but can they destroy those germ-infested old buses and replace it with those wheelchair-allowed buses?
Since they have it, then replace la!

Then better.
I wanna buy ONE can of wang zai niu nai, because it rocks.
And I went to the Express counter to wait.
But nooooo.
This bloody woman MUST complain about some SOAP thing, causing the WHOLE queue [NOT TO MENTION LONG] to wait for her Lux soap to be exchanged.
And most gave up and moved to the other queues.
And worse.
There were only 3 lines, including the express one, and this supermarket is serving the WHOLE NEIGHBOURHOOD.
Not estate, not precinct, THE WHOLE AREA.
Last time before they upgraded, there were at least 8 lines, and they were EFFICIENT.
Now I CAN WAIT FOR 15 MINUTES TO BUY A CAN OF WANG WANG Wang Zai Niu Nai.
BLOODY HELL.

I'm in a worse mood compared to before the exams period.
Seriously.
My uncle's laptop busted, and he wants to borrow mine.
I CANT.
I NEED IT.
I got private stuff in it WHICH I DONT WANT TO SHOW ANYONE.
YES, LOVE NOTES/DIARY ENTRIES THAT CANNOT BE SHOWN/SHIT.
And I need to use it.
HE WANTS TO BORROW IT FOR 2 WEEKS.
Plus its the holidays.
HELL NO I'M NOT LENDING.
But if I say no, I'll make a bad impression.
FUCK LA.

2007-05-21T02:36:00.000-07:00

Okay, haven't been updating much because there is so much crap happening around the house.
And I dont want to be involved in it, but somehow I got involved.
And I'm not going to say here, except that my brother got caught by the school, by the people living on top of the void deck he's been hanging around, and the HSA is involved in his cigarette thingie.
Bah.

And yesterday, was Bao's confirmation.
Yay Bao, congratulations :D
And she wore a DRESS.
AHAHAHA.
And Karen wore this sexy crossback thingie.
Well, it looked sexy, considering its on Karen.
:DD
And after that, we went to Jack's Place at Parkway to eat.
Yummeh, the seafood spaghetti was great.
And Bao ordered one big jug of honeydew juice for us.
THANKS :DD
Its nice leh.
And by then, it was like.
10pm?
And the travel time back for Karen and me would be at least an hour, so the 2 of them were WALKING VERY FAST.
And I was in heels, and I had to RUN.
After a meal.
PLUS, I bought cranberry juice without knowing about the acidity and I had a stomachache.
PAIN LA.
BAAAAAH.

Today, I went to school early for nothing.
When I could have woken up at 9+, but nooo.
Someone said to come school early today, and I woke up at 6am.
And then I wasted like 2 hours 45 minutes of my life sleeping in the library.
I wrote a diary entry while I was there.
And it got me so sad.
Emo.
Unhappy.
Moody.
So finally I went to sleep it off.

THIS ENTRY IS POINTLESS.
Bah.

2007-05-18T08:36:00.000-07:00

You know.
Everyday I do certain things online.
Watch YouTube, surf Friendster, talk on MSN, surf blogs, update MySpace, play some
games.
And sometimes I get so bored, until I surf Xiaxue and Kenny Sia and read the stuff.
Hilarious.
Kenny Sia is wicked.
And you got to read his past entries.
Hilarious, seriously.
And he keeps his modesty on.
As in, fame doesn't get to his head.
Funnehh.
Anyway.
I beng-ed my blog, through him.
FUNNEHHHHH.

Janel's Beng Blog

OH.
Got a gangster blog too :D

Janel's Gangsta Blog

Enjoy :))

2007-05-18T02:42:00.000-07:00

I'm moody.
Bah.
The results.
Why dont everyone just kill me now.
If I get this kind of results for O levels, I dont think ITE will even want me in.
Or maybe I'll go Nursing in Poly.
Bloody.
No As at all.
What is this la.

I got a new notebook.
I spent the $4 on my last notebook, writing so many entries on someone, and the other half of the notebook on exam notes.
[Not that it did me a lot of good.]
I was lucky I passed.
Goodness.
Last year I already passed all.
And now this year my aim was for all Bs.
Then Prelims I can aim for As, then Os I aim for As also.
But what's this.
C5 C6 C6 C5 B4 C5 C6 C5 B3 C6 D7.
BAH.
Pek chek la.
I studied so freaking much please.
The amount of hours cramming at Macdonalds with Weers.
The amount of Macs food I ate during the period also.

And then so much is happening now too.
I already got things on my mind, and now the exams results are crammed into my mind as well.
Come on.
I want to be able to go to the blogger's meeting with Joycey<3 and Fel<3.
Like this..
I think my scene will be pictured at the library or school, catching up with everything that I got wrong.
Come on.
I'm supposed to do better.

Thanks Gao :)
You rock my day yesterday.
You know I love you di.
<333

2007-05-17T03:00:00.000-07:00

Lets watch a gay show.

Its Planet Unicorn 1 and 2.
Shit freaking gay la.
I died laughing LOLL.

'I'm a bird goodbyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyye!'

Oh, and Planet Unicorn Part 3.

'I'm a bubble goodbyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyye!'

AHHH GAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY.
Planet Unicorn Heyyy :))

2007-05-16T07:23:00.000-07:00

Back from another day.
Went school, went TP to hang out with Sharon and Michelle again.
Those 2 will keep lighting up my life.
Gawd, their crude jokes ah.
Buay tahan la.
And then rushed off for A maths tuition.
YAH.
A MATHS TUITION.
Since the start of my a maths tuition, I was having FUN.
As in the teacher is nice, patient, yak yak yak whatever.
But there will always be an enemy for you.

Some girl from Dunman Sec, with her friend.
Every 5 minutes or less, HAVE to turn around to stare at me, then turn back to her work.
Do I look like I got a surprisingly interesting Dan Brown novel hanging off my ear for you to read or what?
Or am I so wonderfully pretty, that you CANNOT help but HAVE to glance at me every once in a while?
I remember pointing the middle finger at you already, back in April, because your looks in my direction is untahanable, and I've been ignoring until I cannot stand it.
But still, HAPPILY staring.
Hey bitchfart, I dont need YOUU staring at MEEE because I hate people getting on my case.
I never bothered with you, so what the shit have I done until you must stare at me?
Bloody hell.

Anyway, I walked home from tuition, 2km in the pouring rain.
Well, I felt like it.
I didn't think the bus 28 will let me think in peace, with all their WOH WOH sounds.
Of the engine la.
So walked.
Although I had my laptop in my bag, with my charger, my stationery, my wallet, handphone.
The whole walk was like a walk in heaven la.
I was drenched, but I didn't give a shit, I dont know why.
My bag didn't seem heavy, I was just happily listening to my MP3, singing loudly [because no one was there to hear the shrill squeaky voice.] to myself.
BAH.
It was the nicest walk ever. :))

2007-05-15T07:59:00.000-07:00

BLOGGER IS KILLING ME.
Can the whole window applet STOP LOOKING LIKE SHIT.
BAH.

Ah, back to today.
Went out bowling with Justin and his friend before going to tuition.
Well, we were SUPPOSEDLY going bowling before tuition.

GAWD I CANT BOWL.
I love doing sports, but I seriously suck in bowling, goodness.
Justin got at least 3 strikes.
His friend got at least 5.
I DIDN'T GET ONE.
NOT ONE.
BLOODY HELLL.

3 whole games, and NOT ONE STRIKE.
I got several spares and many misses, and NOT ONE STRIKE.

Then Justin's friend left on his bike, and both of us walked to tuition happily, knowing fully well we were at least half an hour early.
Damn the bad timing.
And when we walked in there, THERE WAS NO TUITION.
Bobby was on leave.
So what the hell do we do until 7.30?
I could go home, but Justin was locked out of his house for 2 hours.

SOO, walked around the hougang mall for awhile, then stoned back at the tuition centre.
He let me play his PSP, and now I SO WANT A PSP.
I want a BLACK ONE, with Need For Speed and Monster Hunter inside.

I always thought PSP were for guys, you know.
And pink PSPs were for gay guys, but whatever.
I hate pink, they suck.

I didn't know okay!
PSPs can surf the net, PSPs can be used as MP3s, PSPs can play games [Okay, that I know.], PSPs and WiFi are related etc.
I thought PSPs were useless.
Now I wonder if you can use it as a handphone too.

OH.
I learnt another twit word in my Twit Poly today.
Its..
BITES!
It is a word meaning to act cute, and one must hold up a hand, curled up like a tiger paw.
Eyes must be big, mouth must be opened slightly, tiger paw close to cheek.
Then take your picture.
On the caption, put "ii bite euus liaos!" and give a good "^^" wink for measure.

Join Twit Polytechnic.
Get your Twit Understanding Diploma.
Be a Twit today :))

2007-05-14T23:13:00.000-07:00

Ten Top Trivia Tips about JANEL!

A rhinoceros horn is made from compacted JANEL.
The JANEL-fighting market in the Philippines is huge - several thousand JANEL-fights take place there every day.
Antarctica is the only continent without JANEL.
It takes a lobster approximately 7 years to grow to be JANEL.
If you break JANEL, you will get seven years of bad luck!
It's bad luck for a flag to touch JANEL.
JANEL can give birth ten days after being born, and is born pregnant!
A JANELometer is used to measure JANEL!
JANEL can only be destroyed by intense heat, and is impermeable even to acid.
On stone temples in southern India, there are more than 30 million carved images of JANEL.

Yeap.
Win me.

2007-05-14T08:31:00.001-07:00

Wait, there's no school tomorrow.

2007-05-14T02:18:00.000-07:00

Today is so slacking at school la.
Goodness, we have totally nothing to do in school, other than rot in front of Literature.
Maybe because I'm emoing in class, or whatever.
I HATE TODAY.
Except during the later parts, when the 4 of us [Me, Weers, Karen, Tasha] went to the super isolated KFC at Tampines to eat their unhealthy shit.
I had no heart to tell Weers that her whipped potato is made of powder, both potato and gravy, and the metal pots used to make them is the same ones they used to take detergent, mop the floor, wipe table, squirt sanitizer etc.
And they only rinse it, they dont wash it thoroughly.
And I know, because I used to work in KFC.

And I made those poisonous whipped potatoes.
:D
And pray that everyone who ate it said grace or something.
Or have a good immune system.

AH GROSS.
That's why I always opt for regular fries, at least its deep fried and the bacteria has already died-ed.
:))

You know all those Korean songs that I've been so addicted to during my Audition times?
THEY'RE GONE FROM MY LIST.
I'LL NEVER SEE THEM AGAIN.
GAAAAAAAAAAH.
I'm into my rock/emo songs now.
Englishy rocks YAY.

Acceptance.
Boys Like Girls.
The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus.
Counting Crows.
Mika. [Okay, he's not rock. He's just gay. But his songs are DAMN cute. Especially Grace Kelly. AHAHA]
Katherine McPhee. [She's nice.]
Wham! [Dont ask. Wake Me Up Before You Go Go is irresistable.]
Fahrenheit [Wuzun is irresistable-er. :D]
Missy Elliott.
Ciara.
Cassie.
Juelz Santana.
Trina.

I have a weird music taste.
oO

OKAY THIS IS A BLOODY RANDOM ENTRY.
I'll just say.
Today's an emo day for me in school.
But I'll be fine tomorrow.
I'll be fine, promise.
Sorry if I ignored you in school.

2007-05-13T08:52:00.000-07:00

Back!
I'M FREEEE FROM THE EXAMMMMMMS.
Plus for the next few weeks or whatever, I'm going to school late!
Blame me for my Chinese B, and my unable-ness to write 3 words of chinese.
Anywayyy, I finished watching the whole season of HanaKimi, as in from first to last, without stopping.
9 hours of in front of the TV, rotting.
Anyway, whoever said Wuzun and Ella didn't end up together, THEY DID.
Duhhh.
They just said it what, their love story is just the beginning.
:))
And my Wuzun is just so adorable.
Ahahaha.

Okay, whatever.
I hate to blog if I dont have anything to blog, seriously.
Gawwwwd.
I already wrote my bimbo entry, which got like a few comments from people I dont really see on my tagboard, and I dont know who to impersonate anymore.

Unless you totally want a boring blog, any normal blog.

"Dear Diary,
I went out with Michelle today.
It was so fun!
We got icecreams at Plaza Singapura and we saw this totally hot guy wow!
His facial features were chiseled and you can totally see his 8packs through his tight tee!
But then we were crestfallen when he turned to tonsil-hockey with this guy next to him.
:(
Its was sad."

My blog is used for bombing people :)
Its used for writing totally weird things I've thought of during the school day, and I'll just jot it down in my notebook and copy it onto my blog when I get home.
But then it wont become funny when I re-read it again, so I dont really copy it onto my blog.
Its also used to write totally sarcastic things, and train my english, because I cant stand pple who write lyk tis wor.
Or sayye totally cuute thiings tuhh their baobeiix onliine on their blogs 2.
I hate twits.

There was this totally weird girl the other time on msn, I think it was Mao's friend, who was defending her, although I had nothing against Mao, and she was yakking on and on in her twit language, when she said.

"Do euu understand miie or notx?"

Hell no.
Then she happily said.

"Okay, I wont talk in my twit language anymore. I'll speak Cambridge english."

Damn hilarious laa, I was telling Gao, and he was laughing like shit.
Gawd, you stupid people.

I'll probably get 100 people bombing and badmouthing me soon, but I dont freaking care :))
Peace.

2007-05-11T05:13:00.000-07:00

Oh. My. God.
I'm like so SO tired?
I just came back from the gym just now, and I think I lost those 50 calories I got from today's chicken rice?
Like, I'm so tired now?
I am SO so heavy oh my gawwwd.
I'm only like, 165cm and I weigh 39kg?
Seriously, I totally need to go on a diet.

I cant imagine why some people are just so ugly you know?
You would have thought they would know to lose those pounds.
Gawwwd, like who cares about those neanderthals anyway.
They're like so totally a waste of my time.

And you know that dude from my school?
He's like, so hot.
Some name like Dick or something, but lets just call him Him.
I'm like so totally gonna wear my pink bikini tomorrow at the beach.
Maybe he'll like, catch sight of my faint 8 packs.
Because I like, spent hours working those abs, oh my gawwwd.

And I'll so totally stick to Janel and Felicia, because the other time they were complimenting my shapely legs and thin arms, and showing them my sexy body will like so make them jealous omg.
Then they will like compare their totally ugly bodies to mine, and their pride for their own fat bodies will like totally be ruined.

I hope my Dick comes tomorrow really.
Because I'm like, so totally hopping around the room now.
I am so totally excitedddd.

Please, because of me, so many guys are like, falling for me, and I hate to do all that, but I really got to like, reject most of them.
Because they are like, so so ugly, and compared to me, they will like so totally fall from the limelight oh my goshh.
I got like, a hundred boyfriends and I'm still counting, because I really wanna be the teenage Anabel Chong.

OH MY GAWD.
I didn't just RUINED the nail polish on my toe!
It is SUCH a disaster.
I have to like, so totally go and fix that with my Sally Hansen nail polish remover.
GAWWD, this is SUCH a waste of my 10 minutes.
LOVES, Joey.

Ah, Fel's gonna write her bimbo entry too :)
I so rock as a bimbo AHAHAHAHAHA.
This entry isn't aimed at anyone, just some random blog that Fel told me about heh.
If you think I wrote this entry about you, then I think you have some problem with yourself thinking that you're a bimbo :)
Peace.

2007-05-10T05:11:00.000-07:00

THE HOLIDAYS ARE STARTING YAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY.

:D
I am so happy.
AHAHAHA.
Exams are unofficially officially over!
ONE MORE PAPER, AND SCREW THE SCHOOL AHAHAHA.
YAY GO JANEL WOOOOOOT.

The 4 of us [Weers me Karen Janey] went Macs to celebrate an early Exams-Over-Kind-Of-Thing celebration at MACS.
AHAHA.
And like at 10.40am, we were still waiting at the bus stop for the bus.
Michelle was hotfooting around because she didn't want to miss breakfast at Macs.
Damn hilarious la.
And on the bus, we were sitting at the back, and so happened this 2 girls from some other school was sitting in front of us, HAPPILY PLAYING SMACK THAT.
Like wth la.
That song is just so passe already la, and their newest song, Dont Matter is already way long over, so why are they still happily playing it OUT LOUD.
They think its a club or something is it?
Siaogaos la they.
Walao eh.

Then Karen was nudging me, and I went to play with my mp3 too.
:)
Handphone mp3s are supposed to irritate the hell out of each other right?
Yes, I know.
And I kept using my knee to knock against the back of her seat.
She think she damn cool what.
I can think I damn cool also lor.
Happily bitching about us in another language, why cant I silently do my business.
:D

Anyway, at Macs.
[Oh, we made it on time]
We were happily planning what to do tomorrow after the exams, for an official exams are over kind of thing, then something damn interesting happened.

Michelle: Eh, lets go Far East tomorrow.
Janey: Okay lor.

And that Karen happily piped up, spoiling the whole excited mood.

Karen: How far east are we going?

LIKE WHAT THE HELL LA KAREN.
Whose the dumb one la PLEASE.
You call me the dumb one who keeps asking dumb questions, PLEASE.
Go and look at yourself you moron.
AGH.

Yeah, so anyway, if anyone sees one big happy group of SACians jumping up and down happily at Far East Plaza, you know its us.
:))

Anyway, updated Mr Quek's Famous Vocabulary Words!
This time, got a nice story.
You know, he was the chief invigilator for the Midyears, telling us when to start, when to end and all the instructions.
I didn't know this before until the rest told me, but the way he says "Time's Up!" to everyone sounds like "Tam's Up!".
Which the word is in the Vocab Words, yes, look for it under the Memorables section.
Its the most popular Memorable so far LOL.

Anyway, back to the story.
And Michelle said since tomorrow's the last paper, when Mr Quek says "Tam's Up!" again, the whole 4.5 should look up.

Raise their hands into the air.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
And do the thumb's up.

And because that stupid girl is so lame, we doubled up laughing.

I never noticed him saying that la!
Everytime he went "Tam's Up!", I'll just look up and snap my pen cap back.
Goodness.
The stupid lameness of my buddies la they.

ANYWAY EVERYONE.
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